50 years from now..

I stopped everything. My heart skipped a beat and memory's came in flashes.

I remember my teenage years like it was yesterday, I remember the times I would cry and the times I would laugh. Obvcourse I remember my high school friends and the memory's we all had together. But the main part of these years, the main part what came back in flashes is my fandom. 'Sheerios' that's what they would call us. We were the peaceful fandom, people looked up to us because of how polite and civil we were to each other. You would rarely find Sheerios fighting amongst themselves. We were a role model for others around us.

The man behind this fandom of screaming teens was Edward Christopher Sheeran. The ginger singer, songwriter, guitarist and in my eyes general beauty and perfection. He was basically what made me happy. He saved lives with his music... Only if It could have saved his...

I remember my room. He always said he wasn't really the kind of guy to be on posters hanging on our walls, well he was on mine. I had a whole corner dedicated to him. Posters, Callander collections, t-shirts, EPs, Albums, Jewellery, Books basically everything you could dedicate to someone. Looking back now I can see why he had such an impact on my life...

I never understood how people could get so attached to one person or band until I heard his lyrics for the first time. I must have been about 11 or 12 years old when I heard the lyrics stream through the stereo 'and they say she's in the class a team stuck in her daydr-' and from these single lyrics, this one voice and a guitar I fell in love. I found what my teenage years were all about.

I Went to concerts and gigs and each one would mean so much to me I would cry because of how passionate he was about his music. I would follow his twitter watching every tweet he did and I would always know where he would be... And that made me remember how could I forget it all until this day and it still have this much of an impact on me?

... He was my role model

...He was my teenage years

...he was that one perfect man Who faded out of my life...

I'm old now, 50 years on and I can still remember all of these little details about SHEERIOS and my ed sheeran bubble. It came so quickly though all the memories and how many of them I have. It's weird how one moment, 5 words can bring it all back...

.. I was just in the cottage my husband asleep I was listening to the radio

Whilst baking and this is when I heard them 5 words. The 5 words that brought back the happiest times of my life...

' ed sheeran has passed away'

I stopped everything, my heart skipped a beat and that's when these moments came back. In. Flashes...