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Monday, September 21, 2021
Stage 2: ERROR
Stage 2: ERROR.
Skeppy's pov:
It was around 7am when I woke up, I didn't really want to be up. I was out basically all night and was extremely tired. I then hear that Bad woke up, I tilted my head up a bit to look at him. "Skeppy, what are you doing up? Go back to sleep, you were out most the night." He said in a very sleepy voice, "I can't sleep Bad" I sighed.
He looked at me then around the room then just hummed in response. "What song do you like?" He asked "Why...?" He furrowed his eyebrows a bit, "don't ask questions you muffinhead. Just answer my question, please?" He asked in an angrily joking tone. "Ugh, fine... I like the song Tongue Tied." (Yes, had to do that one for you information) I sighed again, then I heard slight humming noises.
Bad was now attempting to possibly sing me to sleep, I'm guessing. His singing was actually quite relaxing as well, like usually when I hear him sing it's either with a voice changer or he is doing that stupid 'drop the bass' thing. Although I did miss when he would just randomly do that every hour. It was funny but just so random, I genuinely don't know how it was like every hour. When I say every hour, I mean like every single hour we were on call. I swear he had a timer going off in his head or something.
He wasn't even halfway through the song, and I could already feel my eyes getting heavy. I tried to stay away awake as long as possible so I could hear the ending of the song. The ending was honestly my favorite part, though I pretty much just liked listening to the song because it reminded me of him. I couldn't make it past the halfway point in the song, his soft comforting voice just put me to sleep. Before I knew it, I had fall asleep in Bad's arms, I was soon going to wake up and hang out with him the whole day. My last day.
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I had been asleep for a few hours, it was now 12pm. Bad was just lying there playing with my hair, possibly waiting for me to wake up. I wasn't sure, but I'm just somewhat glad he didn't leave my side. I looked up at him to say good morning then I got up out of bed to get ready for the day. I grabbed some clothes, a towel, and grabbed two notebooks.
I went into the bathroom and turned the water on for the shower. I turned around and locked the door then slide down to the floor. I flipped open the notebook and saw some new words scribbled down on the page, but this time... I could see them clearly. It read "I'm sorry Zak, you don't have long." I kind of knew exactly what it meant but I just kind of ignored it, I guess.
I flipped open the other notebook and reread the song in my head to make sure it was good enough to sing to Bad tonight. It just made me smile a bit, it definitely just reminded me of Bad. I don't know what it is about this man, but he always makes me so happy. I looked up and it looked like the water was getting hot because all I saw on the mirror was steam, so I got up and went to hop in the shower.
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After a few minutes I got out of the shower. I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked over to the mirror. I just looked into the mirror and my eyes traveled to my right shoulder because I saw something unusual... There was cuts there. "What the fuck..." I mumbled to myself but I'm guessing it was quite enough because I heard Bad yell his famous line. "LANGUAGE GEPPY!" I chuckled a bit then sighed.
I quickly just got dressed then started to dry my hair. I did unlock the door to just dry my hair because I mean, I'm already dressed so I don't know what the point of that was to be honest. I finally finished getting ready and then went to my room to grab my camera. "A6d, Bad I'm going out for a bit I'll be back in an hour or so!" I yelled as I earned an 'okay' from both of them. I made sure I had everything I needed.
"Alright I have my phone, camera, money if I need it, and I got headphones. Perfect!" I whispered under my breathe. I walked out the door and started to jog down the stairs into the main lobby. As I jogged out the door a turned on my camera and decided to just vlog, I guess? I mean I might as well make this last video before I "quit" youtube. Once the camera was on, I hit the record button and started the intro.
"Hello everyone! It is me Skeppy, I know I don't do much IRL content, so I just decided to do a little vlog before I hit you all with the news I have! We will pretty much be doing like a little, I don't know... Showing you my favorite places video? I think that would be fun! The first stop is a cafe I really enjoy!" I said with a bright smile on my face the whole time. I really did enjoy the job I have, I love all my fans.
They're all so sweet and just super supportive. Sure, there are some fans that are a bit... I don't know, mean sometimes? Not supportive? But you'll have that throughout your life to be honest. But they're overall so nice, loving, and supportive. I wouldn't trade them for the world. I really hate that this will be my last video... The cafe was a longer walk than usual because I just wanted more time to talk to them. I wanted this video to be longer than the other videos I normally do.
I was walking and then I said "walking is boring guys... Let's just" I paused for a second. I then began to pick up speed, soon I was running, and I then said, "DU DU DU!" As I was running and saying that for a second somebody yelled "OmG IS THAT DREAM?!" I started laughing a bit, I think those comments are always super funny. I soon got to the cafe and walked in. I ordered my usual and sat down waiting for it. A few minutes later I got my order, and I quickly ate the muffin then I picked up my drink and headed out the door.
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It was only an hour before the date. I mean, Bad doesn't really know it's a date and he doesn't have to know either. I had 20 minutes to get home and then 10 minutes to get ready. I quickly jogged home, but on the way I told everyone the sad news. "So guys, the news I have for you, well... They aren't too great. I'm unfortunately quitting youtube, I have my reasons. It's just for my health, both mental and physical. I hope you all know that I will love you very much and will miss you all." I held up one hand and made half a heart.
"Who knows maybe one day I'll come back...? Maybe I will, maybe I won't! You guys will just have to wait and see! Bye everyone! I love you all!!" I said as I ended the video. I wasn't too worried about editing since I just recorded some part, I put them all together on my phone because I didn't have time to upload it at home. I quickly got home and got ready for the date.
I didn't wear something too fancy but nothing that looked like I had nothing left to live for. I grabbed some black jeans and a black dress up shirt. I didn't button the first two or three buttons because like I was too lazy anyway.
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