broken home

chapter 5/regret

Johnny's POV

Its been months since Maddy left I left calls after calls I fucked up so much the truth was I needed my Maddy I had dreams of her holding her in my arms again being with her loving her not hurting her again the day I married her I knew she was the one now I fucked up I beat the living shit out of her she did not deserve it she came from a broken home.....and I was her new broken home I got up and heard my phone ring and I picked up "hello?" I said "hey dude where are you? no one has seen you in months" Leo of course I'm not surprised "I have not wanted to leave my house or my bed since Maddy left" I said walking to the bathroom and put my phone on speaker "dude lily is here she wants to see you" I can't believe him right now "I don't want to see her she is in my bad past I want to try and gain Maddy back" I said getting changed and fixed my hair and shaved "whatever dude call us when you need us" after that Leo hung up I sighed and walked out of my house I needed to get coffee I needed it I walked into the coffee shop and saw a little girl who was sitting there reading she looked up at me and ran over and hugged me I was confused until I saw Maddy my heart heated fast she looked beautiful without the bruises.......still hate myself "lara" Maddy said looking up at me "johnny is that you?..." She said looking at me "yea....hey Maddy...." I said looking down "you never called me?....." She said looking at me still "I thought it would be best that I left you and our daughter alone.....you don't need me look what I put you threw...." I said looking at my daughter who's name is Lara I do believe "johnny you look horrible.......have you ate anything?" Maddy said I shook my head no and seeing my daughter made my heart break Maddy sighed and took my hand and walked me back to our use to be home I was confused on why she was doing this she sat me door and put on the TV for  Lara and she walked into the kitchen what is she doing?.....