Josh x reader (until dawn)

The confrontation

I jump up from my little spot next the the fire place.
'I'm not letting this go. I'm not gonna be passive! I'm gonna take action for once!' I think to myself.
I rush upstairs and creep infront of Josh and I's room. I take a deep breath, allowing the air to fill my lungs to maximum capacity.
I raise my hand into a fist and pound on the door.
"Josh! Please open up! We need to talk!" I shout through the door.
"You cant do this! You cant just kiss me then abandon me... you're not allowed!" I yell once again.
I turn away from the door, tears form in the corners of my eyes. You then hear the door swing open.
Within the next second my arm is taken hostage and I'm pulled in a warm embrace.
"Dont... you ever cry again. A pretty girl like you shouldn't be crying." Josh whispers in your ear. You feel his hot breath warm your ear yet it sends shivers down your spine.
You grasp his shirt in your hands and un-bury my head from his chest. You then look up into his dreamy eyes and said, "Why are you scared?"
"I..." Josh stutters, trying to find the words.
Before he can finish his thought you press your lips ontop of his. You run your hands from his back up towards his neck, then slowly through his hair.
Your eyes then widen like saucers when you feel his tongue slip inside your mouth and his hands, not discretely, grab your ass.
You cant breathe well but you couldnt give a shit. You wanted to breathe his air.
You moan in his mouth as he deepens the kiss. His mouth then travels to your neck, attacking it.
Josh leaves gentle kisses upon your neck while using his hands to caress your body. His rough lips clash against your soft neck.
'Holy fuck he can multitask', you think to yourself.
You start to let a string of moans escape your lips. You feel Josh lift his lips from your neck.
Josh then moves to your ear and whispers, "You gotta be a little more quiet than that darling" Josh whispers.
Your face turns beet red. This is the first time you have ever been this intimate with someone. Josh then bends over and grabs your waist. He lifts you over his shoulder, lugging you around like a sack of potatoes,  and then marches into the bedroom.
Josh the slings you onto the bed.
Your face is still bright red, flushed with excitement and anxiety.
You then scan your eyes over Josh's body. Starting from his eyes all the way down to... you know...
He was bulging from his pajama pants.
'Jesus christ he's big!' I think to myself.
"Now listen here. I really think we should... take things slow... I dont wanna go too fast.." Josh mutters out.
You shake your head in agreement.
"I... that's a good idea... I was a little nervous.." I stutter out.
You both gaze into each others eyes.
You still on the bed while he looks over you.
"Hello kiddos!", you hear a voice boom downstairs.
You and Josh both jump up.
"Shit they're here!" Josh says.
Josh rushed towards you and fixed your hair and clothes. Josh then runs to his closet to grab a hoodie.
"Throw this on, I left a hickie on you... sorry" Josh demands.
You quickly throw on the hoodie and fix your hair and clothes some more.
You then notice Josh re adjust himself to conceal his boner.
"Now just smile and act normal" Josh states.
You simply nod and you both walk out of the room and downstairs.
Before you reach the bottom of the stairs you take yet another deep breath, just like the one outside the bedroom door, and mentally readied yourself for company.

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Sorry for the short chapter but I'm going to try to update a bit more! Thank you to all who have been reading and if you have any recommendations leave them in the comments! <3