Do you see my exterior and marvel at its ability to capture the weak pupil?
Cos if my skin is nothing but a blanket to cover you on your lonely nights of desire, then I need you to leave my presence.
I want you to look at me and desire to
dissect my brain to find my most horrid
memories. Those that I cannot face alone, walk me through the eerie graveyard that's my mind. Take your hand in mine whispering "It's okay".
Look at me and desire to open the doorknob where my eyes used to lie. Wanting to enter the world of the perilous ghosts that have lingered in my soul, and sleigh the hungry monsters who are relentlessly pulling me in their darkness.
Look at me and desire to remove my ribs to reach my fragile beating heart. An organ full of dark secrets, fear and uncertainty. Place upon it a healing kiss that will render
it impervious to all that tries to break it.
Look at me and desire to stay by my hopeless side when I begin to drown
in melancholic oceans. When the memories beat me down, while life renegades tracks of the dark ghosts of my past.. overwhelming my delicate being.
Look at me and desire to kiss my mouth ardently and never feign your love for me, for I will always be true.
Look at me and desire to accept all about my being that I wish to replace with something greater. Love me when my demons begin to claw at my vision, leaving the world in my perception to be horrifying and empty.
Look at me and desire to tell me that I am Enough and all that you need and could ever want when I look at my sorrowful reflection and begin to believe otherwise.
Please, I ask of you, don't be bewitched by my presence do not desire my exterior until you have fully dissected my interior because I can assure you my darkness will remorselessly swallow you whole.
