Don't you ever need something but you just can't seem to find out what it is that you want. That's exactly what I thought when I was younger, I never seemed to find value in anything except for life. I always thought that one day I would find something that I would officially value but I never seemed to found it. I just started to sink down with the will to live. I knew that deep down I was never going to find something and say this is something I respect or value. I would look myself in the mirror and ask myself "is this really how I turned out to be" I would cry in pitfulness and forget all about the feeling later on. I just keep the feeling from escaping and bottled them up like I always do.
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The Last Chance To Make Me Feel "Alive"
De Todothis isn't a story but paragraphs of wanting to find out about something and know what it is that I'm looking for in life
