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Mean To Nice ( POV )

I was walking on my way to school happy to see my friends, I happened to see my crush I say hi but he just nods I felt butterfly's everywhere not just my stomach.That happiness ended quickly as soon as I see him my bully, I tried hiding but he saw me and said "do you have the answers nerd" I answered "what...?" I didn't know what he was talking about I was scared.I didn't want to be embarrassed in front of the whole
School so I did something I wished I had never done,I kissed him it felt good and he didn't push away but I had forgotten my crush was there I pushed him back and ran to the bathroom.I heard people whispering I know it might not be about me but I was scared and happy at the same time but then I heard "Hey did you see Y/N kissed the school bully I totally ship" and I
realized how much this could effect me I was actually way calmer but I didn't want to come out until i heard the bell.The bell rang I quickly ran to my class and I couldn't focus I kept thinking
About what had happened I tried to breath slowly but everytime I Did I thought of kissing him and to add to all of that everyone kept looking at me it sure did feel weird but I actually liked it I had never gotten so much attention in my life and all I wanted to do was tell them about how I feel about the situation like if I were on the news I wanted the day to end already but like always it was the longest class ever and I didn't know what to do cuz I wasn't listening at all. I heard the Bell and I rushed to get my bag out of my locker and then I went running to my house but I know that I didn't have a car at the time so I had to take the bus and I saw my bully, and I didn't know how to feel and I tried to ignore him but he kept looking at me I was scared because he lives near my house that's why we get on the same bus so when it was my stop or I guess you can say our stop I acted like I was calling my mom so that he would walk alone but he came up to me and kissed me and I didn't know what to do so I touched his face and I kept kissing him and after short period of time my friend had took in a picture of us kissing and when I went back to school it was everywhere. I looked at my bully and he looked at me with embarrassment and I felt really bad for him because his reputation was ruined because of me and I didn't know what to do like always so I asked who took the picture and everyone pointed at my friend of course I didn't do anything bad to her but I did hold my bullies hand and told him to come with me and at first he tried to let go but then he held tight and we both ran to our classes, after our classes both finished we met up near the lockers and he told me that " he really liked me and wanted her to be his gf " I was shocked at first and I didn't respond but I did give him a kiss on the cheek and told him " i love you " and as I would do I turn red as a tomato and he turned around and he walked away but he forgot that we were still holding hands and he said sorry and then I said " it's fine we can both walk together and you can drop me off at my class " he quickly answered with a no I was shocked at first and I totally understand him because we literally just started dating but I did feel a little bit awkward because I had never did anyone that used to bully me so I asked him if he wanted don't work answers and he turned around and said " I don't anymore thank you for asking my love " but i soon remembered i liked someone
And i had already forgotten them and i told myself you have a boyfriend now don't worry but all i did was worry for the rest of the day.