𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓐 𝓕𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭 ꧂

Don't Know What To Do

I knew this was wrong, but this weird urge in me was making me give in to this sudden temptation...Why did I want Jimin to kiss me...? Why did...I want to kiss Jimin...? I closed my eyes and almost gave in, but he suddenly stopped. Making me feel stupid and used at the moment.... My blood began boiling...Why would he stop in the middle of doing something like this?

His hand slowly fell off of my cheek and I could feel him trying to take his hands away from me, but the space was so small, we couldn't even breath without touching each other.

Jimin: I-I'm so s-sorry...I don't know what got into me...

Y/N: SORRY?!

I asked him in shock. He was sorry that he was going to kiss me? What is wrong with this guy, and why does he always play with my feelings like this?

Jimin looked at me with his so-called "innocent eyes."

Y/N: Of course you're sorry...Get me out of here.

I told him, as I lowered my gaze and looked away.

He was still looking at me, but then he realized it was no use to try and talk to me about his stupid reasons again. But then I realized that he wasn't going to do anything since he just stared in the other direction.

I began to kick one of the sides with all the power I had, even if it was hurting me. I just didn't want to be in the same room as Jimin after what he did.

He looked at me in shock as I tried to free myself from his grip, but I didn't care and didn't even dare to look into his eyes.

Jimin: Y/N! Y/N! Y/N please stop, you're going to hurt yourself!

He tried to stop me, as he finally began to realize that I wasn't going to shut up and stand here at one spot.

Y/N: Hurt myself?! Jimin, you really think I am hurting myself? Are you okay?! It's y-!

But just then something finally opened and both of us fell back out, with me landing on my back and hurting myself real bad, and Jimin landed right beside me.

I groaned in pain, while my head slightly turned to look at Jimin who looked at me with pain in his eyes. As if he really wanted to know what was hurting me, but I didn't look at him for very long as I turned my head around as soon as our eyes met. 

I rubbed my elbow as I was still on the ground, but then I got up and walked away just before I felt like Jimin was about to say something else.

I walked away towards where Taehyung, Namjoon and Jungkook were looking for me, but at the same time, tears started to roll down my eyes. 

Why would he do that...? Why did he even pull me in for a kiss, doesn't that mean that he did want to kiss me...? But why...? And why did he stop...? Was I really not worth it?

Right when all these thoughts were floating around in my head, I spotted Taehyung who was going around, yelling my name, and at THAT moment, I didn't know what got into me, but I couldn't control my tears anymore, so I just ran towards Taehyung and once he saw me, he seemed relieved, but I didn't stop there. Instead, I crashed into him in a big bear hug.

Taehyung: Y/N?!!?? Are you okay?! What's going on? Where did you go?

I wanted to answer all of his questions, but I just couldn't...I had so much pain in me by now that I had no power to even tell Taehyung.

Taehyung: Y/N....Okay fine, you don't have to tell me what's wrong, but please stop crying...

But I couldn't...Tears won't stop falling down from my eyes, it was as if all my pain, from losing Yeonjun to Jimin being so annoying, was coming out from my heart at this VERY moment.