I could be your plus size disaster (a Josh Ramsay fan fic )

STELLA----------->>>>>>>>

My name is Stella Ramsey, I'm 20 and live in Vancouver BC, I'm originally from North Carolina. I have a Favorite band named Marianas Trench, yes I know what your thinking, how does a small town country girl become a fan of the Amazing Marianas Trench? Well I was surfing the web and came upon a Beautiful blue haired boy, with the clearest blue eyes, and have been in love ever since. I have a confession I am a "plus size" girl I never thought in a million years that I would meet, let alone fall in love with Josh Ramsay. I have seen all the videos and all the interviews, especially the one where Josh is talking about the "big girl who fell through the glass" at a mall they were playing in. That ruined all my hopes that he would like me. Anyway he was my idol he had gone through the same things I did, apart from the heroin addiction. I was about 18 when I met them (Marianas Trench) I had gotten a part time job so that I could save up and go see one of their shows. I had been saving 

all the money I could and had bought shirts and accessories so that I was prepared for the show. My mom was totally supportive, seeing as I bought the tickets and could drive. I brought my closet friend Cassie with me, she was also a big girl and loved Mike and Ian, we both had a small southern drawl and were totally beaming with excitement when Cassie jumped in my car "Be safe and don't talk to strangers on the plane" my mom yelled "call me when your at the airport and when you land and when your at the hotel" "okay okay mom, love you, we gotta go we're gonna miss the plane" I yelled across Cass and out the window, "love you more" she said as we pulled away, Cassie keep her out of trouble" she yelled just as we were far enough away that we couldn't hear her. I put the Masterpiece Theater CD into the CD player and cranked it, we drove 3 hours to the Charlotte Airport and still had 3 to wait.

"Goooooddd how much freaking longer" Cass complained

"Well we have about 2 1/2 hours left, wanna go to Starbucks?" "sure" Cass said I knew that would make her chill out she loves coffee, we got our bags and headed towards the nearest Starbucks. When we got there she had a cappuccino and I ordered a " hot cho-co-late" and danced around like Josh in one of the videos people started staring but I didn't care, so what I was big, I mean it's just more to love. The guy behind the counter looked disgusted I looked at him like I really didn't give a fuck and he snootily asked "is that all" I said "no I'd like a large kiss my ass" and smiled sweetly. He was about to say something but didn't I said "good choice" under my breath and waited for my drink Cass already had hers ans I walked towards her. "Hey" she said "hey is your drink good?" I looked down to see her nails holding a small cup. "Yep, but you probably shouldn't drink yours seeing as that guy behind the counter is pissed" I laughed and nodded and right on cue the cashier guy handed me my drink under his breath I could hear him say "enjoy fat ass" I replied with "I will fuckface" he didn't say anything or even turn around, we walked back to the waiting place, and spent the rest of the time talking about how much we loved Marianas Trench. ******one plane ride later*******

I was trying my hardest to sleep but there was some devil spawn screaming every time I even attempted it, that's okay my insomnia kept me awake so why not let this demon spawn keep me awake too, I slipped in my earbuds and attempted to listen to the calming voices of Marianas Trench. The plane ride was almost over so I woke Cass up, "five more minutes mom" she yawned I slapped her playfully and she woke up. "What the hell was that for?" she wines "for calling me mom" I explain 

"but if I slap You like a bitch you take it like a whore" I sang and she laughed. We got off the plane and walked towards a car rental place in the airport. This place was kind of like home, except we sounded different than everyone else. The lady at the desk asked us for our info and we gave it to her, she explained that we couldn't get a car because we were not old enough, so we got our luggage and hailed a cab and he took us to our hotel, on the way I called my mom. "hello honey are you okay?" she sounded worried "yes mom we are here but we can't get a rental car because we're too young, but our hotel is within walking distance from restaurants so we will be okay" "are you sure?" "yes mother we will be fine I'll call you when we get settled" "love you" love you too bye". By that time we were at the hotel and exhausted, I looked at Cass who was barely awake. We checked in and headed to our room. It was only about 5:00 when I woke up we had gotten there at 3:00, I was ready to explore so I freshened up ans woke Cass up, we 're did our makeup and headed out