Superstar - Chapter 4

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Y/N's POV

It's been 3 months since I've seen Hailee , honestly It was really tough for me. I admit I still love her. Everytime I see pictures of her and Niall on social media, I couldn't help and still feel jealous, but at the same time I know that she's in good hands and Niall would take care of her. He can provide her everything she needs.

One day, I just finished my shift at the bar. I went to buy some burger for my dinner and sat on the park , I took my phone out and just scrolled through my social media. All I could see was photos of Hailee and Niall looking happy together. Suddenly I stopped on one picture that stabbed my heart. It was a picture of Hailee and Niall kissing, I didn't notice my tears started to fall down my face, I put my phone away and looked around me and took a deep sigh. It was clearly not a show anymore I thought.

Hailee's POV

After me and Y/N broke up, I had to go and do my job being with Niall. It was really tiring doing this stupid set up, but my career was doing great. I tried my very best to look happy but everytime when cameras were not around I still think about Y/N. She never left my mind even if it's been 3 months and I missed her so much.

One evening, we were having a dinner party, celebrating the success of our movie that still ranked number one , of course everyone in the industry was there. Niall was with me all the time but I always tell him his limits.
During the party, he asked me to dance with him and I agreed, it was just a dance and I got bored actually. It was a slow dance and we started talking.

"You look beautiful tonight Hailee." He said while his hands on my waist.

"Thank you." I just said and looked on other direction over his shoulder.

"So how are you Hailee? Have you moved on from Y/N?" He asked.

"I don't want to talk about it Niall." I said and suddenly he pulled me and kissed my lips. Before I could push him, I heard cameras clicking in front of us. Shit this can't be good I thought. I pushed Niall with all my strength and before I could say anything, I ran to the corridor. I heard him came running after me.

"Hailee wait!" Niall called and boy he was fast. He grabbed my arm to look at him so i stopped.

"Hailee. i..." he started but I cut him off.

"What the fuck was that Niall? " I glared at him.

"Didn't we agree about this?why did you kiss me?" I asked in anger.

"I know, I'm sorry.It just happened. " he explained.

"Fuck off. I'm done with all this. I'm not doing this arrangement anymore." I said and yanked my arm from his grip. I went outside and drove off somewhere to clear my mind.
I stopped at the park and took a walk around, I always come here everytime I need to breathe. Me and Y/N loved this place especially at night so no one can easily recognize me. A minute later, I spotted Y/N sitting at the bench. My heart skipped a beat. Shoul I go talk to her or just leave her alone. Without knowing, my body started to walk towards her direction. When I reached her, I carefully tapped her shoulder. She slowy turned her head to me and she seemed stunned to see me. She stood up and looked at me.

"Hailee." Y/N said and I could see her eyes were red. Has she been crying?

"Y/N." I said. I smiled and I longed to see her face again. I wanted to hug her and tell her I'm sorry for everything. We locked eyes for a moment before she cleared her throat.

"What are you doing here?" Y/N asked and looked away but my eyes never left her.

"I just got out of the party and I need to get some fresh air." I answered and she nodded.

"Is Niall with you?" She asked and I shook my head.

"So how are you Y/N?" I asked.

"Well uhm, it's the same. I still work in the bar." She answered.

"How about you? By the way congratulations on the success of your movie." She said and smiled at me.

"Thank you Y/N. "I replied and there was a moment of silence.

"I miss you." I started. She looked at me.
"Y/N , 3 months of not being with you feels like hell. I always think of you 24/7. I was so stupid of making you agree with me to be with Niall just for my career. That was so selfish of me. I'm done with it Y/N. All I want right now is to fix everything with you. I love you Y/N." I explained but she just stood there not looking at me.

"Y/N? Please say something?" I said and tears started to form in my eyes but I realized something.
"Are you seeing someone now?" I asked and I was  scared to hear her answer. Then her eyes met mine.

"Hailee, I never laid eyes on anyone but you. But I can't be with you." She asnwered and again she was breaking my heart.

"Why not Y/N. You still love me, right?" I searched for an answer and my tears starting to fall down my cheeks.

"I love you Y/N. I want to be with you. I've never felt this with anyone. You're the only who knows how to make me happy. I miss you everyday, your morning calls and texts that always give me butterflies. Your kisses and hugs that weaken my knees. "I confessed.

"Hailee, I don't know." Y/N said. I stepped closer to her and put my hands on her face.

"Please Y/N, I'm willing to do anything for you. Don't push me away. Please hold me again and take me back." I begged and I started to cry. I looked into her eyes and she started to tear.
"Do you still love me?" I asked her.

"I do, I still do. I've always love you Hailee." She said and before anything, I smashed my lips into hers while cupping her face.  That all I wanted to hear from her that she still loves me. Our lips lingered and I longed for it. Then we slowly broke and our foreheads touched. Smiles started to form on our faces.

" So I guess you're my girlfriend again?" She asked and I giggled.

"Yes Y/N, I am your girlfriend." I said back and she pulled me for a hug. My heart was jumping for joy and I was beyond happy being in her arms again. I couldn't care what others would say because all I wanted was to be with her. My arms were still around her shoulder and hers was still around my waist and I could stay like that forever.

"I love you Hailee." She said
"I love you too Y/N." I replied and we both smiled.

"By the way, you look stunning in your dress." Y/N said and hid my face in the crook of her neck.

"I actually want to take this off because I can't breathe. It's kinda fit." I said.

"Hmm well , I'm willing to help you take that off." She playfully joked.

"Right. Very funny" I said snd we both laughed.

I drove her home before I went to mine. As I reached my house, I quickly changed into something comfortable and went to bed. Before I fell asleep, I decided to post a picture of me and Y/N together and  put a caption that says "Finally in the arms of My Love." I didn't care about everyone right now, what important to me was I am with Y/N and that's all that matters to me.

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