My broken heart(a gonkillu story)

The wedding

The person on the photo up there is Gon's wife.  

 -

Killua pov

I did my best to not cry and just smile, but when his wife came out. Tears rolled from my sapphire blue eyes and down my pale skin. "Killua?" Kurapika asked concerned for the smaller boy. "Are you alright?" "Yeah pika I'm just so happy he found someone and with such a beautiful presence." Killua lied(he thinks she's pretty don't get it wrong), "I'm sure she's one of the kindest souls."" Yeah," Mamapika agreed(>:c hate Gon's wife club here, you'll understand later in the book). 

Gon pov

I fake smiled as my supposed to be love of my life, walked closer. I never wanted to fake a smile again, faking loving someone was harder than i thought. I loved Killua not her, so I just faked that was I saying it to him. That I would never love anyone more than her, that I hoped we would be togheter forever and that she would never leave my side for someone else. I opened my eyes hoping to see a flustered Killua, but there was my wife she blushed a deep red and had a big smile on her face. 

Killua pov

I smiled through the cermony almost crying through the whole thing but I stopped my tears. Maybe we where not meant to be and fate is pulling us apart. I just wished he would have told me sooner so i could get over him. I knew that I just told myself a lie, I mean how would I ever be able to come over him?

Kurapika pov

I were worried for Killua he looked so sad, but when I looked at Leorio i could see that he were crying and proud. But behind his eyes he were angry? I started to look around everyone here was angry without( Gon's wife) Camilla's friends and family. What was happening? Oh and Killua wasn't angry, he looked sad? Maybe his jealous of them? But hes gay, and he wouldn't like his bestfriend? Right...? This got me zoned out trough out the horrible wedding, when i were back to the wedding the priest had started to ask them the if they wanted to be togheter forever and some shit. I slowly got angry when I rememberd what Gon had said before he met his wife. I felt sorry for Killua...

Killua pov

Gon didn't look really happy, he looked sad and like he didn't have a choice? But he loved her didn't he? Did they make him do this against his will? What's happening? Why is everyone from Gon's side leeking bloodlust and have anger hidden in their eyes but also... symphaty? Did I miss something? 

Leorio pov

I faked being proud of my son, he said he was going to confess to Killua before he meet his supposed wife. Looks like Kurapika rememberd too, cause his eyes were red and flaming with anger. Were together so I know him better than anyone else, and I could see it took all his will power to not kill all her family and friends right now. But one question wouldn't go away, why did he marry her? I roamed my head for answears, maybe they said they would kill someone dear to him if he didn't? I don't know what's right any longer, what's happening?

Aunt Mito pov

That bitch and her family just barged into our home and threathend to kill me if Gon didn't marry her. The audacity of that crusty, dusty, musty, crusty, ass looking hoe, secretly pedophile and is worse than any trash. Fucking hate her, I didn't realise I were leeking bloodlust and were ready to attack them any moment. But then I saw Killu's confused face, wait... HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT GON LOVED HIM!!!!!???????? Uhm- yeah ✨we actually knew all the time.✨✌️ Gon didn't even get to tell him. He had planned for months!!!!! Just for it to be ruined by a bitch. I mean please.

Alluka/Nanika pov

I sat beside Aunt Mito andwhile the wedding happened we made roasts for Gon's "oh so lovely wife". We realised she is bad at EVERYTHING and i mean EVERYTHING. Like bruh she can't do anything without the help of others, without her servants and guards she would be dead long ago. I was bettar alone when i was younger with servants around me every second so I wouldn't kill any of the Zoldycks. How can you be bad at so much? I guess the goods didn't like her, or else she would be good at atleast something. Where does she find her joy?(You have fucking joy!?) 

Gon pov

The priest said something that i would forever regret, "you are now wife and husband please take the a kiss to consele your promise". I gently kissed her lips, it was disguisting how i had to take my arms around her waist and pull her closer. She took her hands around my neek and I felt like I were going to vomit any moment. But I loved Aunt Mito and I didn't want her dead so it were nothing I could do.I opened my eyes after we broke the kiss and secretly looked out the window, my eyes widened as I saw Hisoka and Illumi outside. Illumi looked like he were about to kill Camilla(Gon's wife), Honestly I wouldn't mind if he did. The thing is not even Illumi or Hisoka would go that low to get Killua "home" or a fight with me.

Hisoka pov

I were holding him back from killing Camilla? I really didn't care cuz she was weak, I knew that Illumi was overprotective of Killua. I were honestly a little worried to not even I would go that low, I overheard the story from Mito and told Illumi of course who killed all his vitcims trough torture cause he wasn't allowed to kill her since his father had made a deak not to hurt their family for a big sum of money. Oh he seems sleepy, atleast he'll come a little at peace...

Killua pov

I started feeling a little dizzy and sleepy, I fell on Kurapika's shoulder softly and closed my eyes before sinking in to the embrace of the warm feeling. But I couldn't forget what I had seen right before I closed my eyes, a slightly suprised Kurapika and then his face softened and broke into a little smile. His smile disappered and his stone cold face returned when he looked back at the scenery, his eyes looked stern. He seemed exhausted, don't think about it to much Killua, I said to myself in my head. I just wanted to escape reality, and the darkness seemed so acepting and warm...