Forgotten love ( Chris brown love story)

|Chapter 1|

Beep beep beeep!!

My alarm clock rang. "Uggh" I groaned.I sluggishly got out of my bed and walked into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and stared at my reflection.. after a few minutes of dazing I ran my bath water and got in.. I let the hot water rub against my skin.. ten minutes later I got out and dried off and did my hygiene. when I was done I walked into Autumn's room and started rummaging through her closet looking for her outfit of the day..

I ran her bath water and put her in the tub. After taking her out the tub I put her clothes on. "sissy do I look pretty?" She squealed.. " yes you do! You look very pretty" I pinched her cheeks. we ran downstairs and grabbed a granola bar and jumped in the car... "how would you like it if you came to work with me autumn?" I asked... "I will like that very much sissy" she screamed.. "Autumn what i told you about screaming while I'm driving?" "We might get in a accident" she frowned.. "No need to frown.. be a big girl" i said.. i looked through the rear view mirror and seen she smiled out the corner of her mouth..

I pulled up to my office and took Autumn out the car. We walked into my office and I sat Autumn in the chair.. " miss Chanel you have a phone call waiting on you and a meeting in 20 minutes" I thanked her a took the phone call.. "Autumn I'm going to need you to be quiet when I'm in the meeting." I said

While I patiently waited on my client I decided to do some online shopping.. Just then I heard my door creak open.. when I looked up the person who said they wouldn't leave me was right in front of me.. As i starred at him all the memories came rushing back of the night we made love and the night he left me.

"So how have you been?" Chris asked reaching my hand.. I quickly rejected. "How come you get to come in here and think everything is fine!" I screamed above a whisper. "Im sorry nelly! I tried to keep in contact with you but I didn't have time" he said.. "sorry is not gonna cut it.. you said you'll never leave me, but you did! Do you know how many nights I cried myself to sleep. How many times i cried for you when one of my mom many boyfriends raped me. How many times I cried for you when my mom beat me!" I cried..

I looked and seen Chris on the verge of tears. "I'm so sorry.. I tried" he cried.. "yea Im sorry I trusted you." I laughed . "can we just start over?" He asked.. In my heart I really wanted him back, but deep down I felt like I couldn't trust him again.. Maybe I should just give him a chance. I sighed " just one. if you mess it up Im not coming back!" I warned..

I walked out of my office to go clean myself up. After I was done, I walked back into my office and seen Chris rocking Autumn back to sleep..She must've woken up when I was arguing with him. I noticed I smiled to myself..I miss the time we had together before he left.

I grabbed Autumn and we started walking to my car.. I heard Chris running behind me calling my name. "Nell can I have your number" he asked.. I wrote my number on a piece of paper and gave it to him. He thanked me.. " Call me when you make it home" he said.. I nodded and got in the car and sped home..
When I reached the house Autumn was asleep.. I smiled.. This little girl brings so much joy into my life. I never thought I could love someone as much as I love her. I took her out the car and brought her in the house.. Before taking a glance at her I laid her down in her bed..

I walked downstairs and started to think about what I'll cook for dinner.. looking in the freezer I took out pork chops and corn. " that'll do" I thought. My phone suddenly started to ring.. "Hello" I answered.. " yea its um Chris.. I was wondered if I can come see you" he nervously asked. "sure" i said "okay send me your address and I'll be over in ten" he said.. "okay .. See you then." I hung up and sent him my apartment address..when I was done I continued to cook. After cooking I decided to fix me a plate. soon as I was bout to sit down and enjoy my glass of whine the door bell rang.. I sighed in frustration and made my way to the door.. I opened the door and was greeted my Chris.. I stood to the side and let him walk in.. "wassup nell" she said leaning in for a kiss on the cheek.. I simply rejected.. He looked so hurt but I really didn't care, he was the one who really hurt me... "Nell I told you I'm sorry" he sighed " Chris I told you I forgive you but I won't never forget what you did to me.. Chris I was hurt did you ever think about how I felt!" I cried. I didn't know I was even crying.. I wiped my tears and walked away only to be pulled back by Chris.. "Nell I'm sorry. look let me make it up." he said... All of a sudden we kissed. How something so wrong could feel so right?.. He lifted me and carried me to the nearest room.. His touch was so gentle.. He laid me on the bed and took my shirt off. We made love the whole night..

|The next day|

I woke up and didn't feel Chris next to me... Wow typical niggas, but then the smell of food hit me. I sluggishly walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth.. I walked down stairs and heard Chris on the phone. " I'll be there! Okay. okay. I slept over at a friend's house.. Okay I love you bye." my mouth hung wide and I began to cry. How could could he. I gave myself to him and he does this.. "good morning..wait why are you crying?" he said.. "Who was that chris? Cause if your gonna just waste my time with these hoes you could just leave!" I said.. "what are you talking about nell?" He said " well who was that you were on the phone with?" " Nell i was on the phone with my mom! Damn nell why are you being so insecure.." he said." He yelled. I looked down and started crying.. " nell I'm sorry I screamed at you." he sighed.. "well I'm sorry I accused you" I sniffled. " Its okay" he said.. "well I gotta go I'll call you later and maybe me, you and lil mama can go somewhere later on" he suggested... " I'll love that." I smiled