the unforgiven apology

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Getting out of the cab, I straight away knocked at the door, waiting for Leena to open the door so I could see yn. Leena opened the door for me as her face had a look of regret , "where is yn?" I asked hoping for a positive answer but Leena shook her head as a no, "she's gone, her parents came and took her away", she said with a disappointed face.
I was about to ask further but got a call and this time it was her father, i picked up the call and her father spoke in a cold voice. "She is here, Jungkook, come and get her." I looked at Leena to find answers when she said , "she called her mother to inform her that she is her because she thought her parents will eventually know everything, but instead of listening to her , her parents came here and took her with them" , Leena said with a saddened tone. I nodded and went to her parents' house.

I reached her parents house , I was drunk but still sober enough to go to her. I knocked at the door as my mother in law opened the door and let me in, and as I entered, I saw the tear stained face of my wife as she was sitting on a couch looking down , while my father in law was sitting on the chair. "Son, take her back with you" , he said as I looked at her , hoping for her approval but her eyes didn't even meet mine as they were stuck to the floor. "You know, good girls don't leave their husbands, yn. We won't let you ruin our reputation." Her mother said in a stern tone , making her look upwards.
"He doesn't want me, I won't go back with him." Yn said breaking my heart, making me regret the decisions I made.

Her mother came closer to her and held her jaw as i was shocked to see that, i went there and held my mother in law's hand, "don't do that please, she's pregnant" , i said in a pleading tone, hoping for her to leave my wife's face as nobody has the right to do that to a grown up woman or man, yn looked at me , surprised. "What did you just say?, "She's pregnant?" Her mother said as yn started crying , her father didn't say anything but just looked at her face, now with some emotions. "Everything is final yn, either you go back to jungkook, or abort this child and marry whoever we will decide for you" , her father stated making yn cry. "At least you understand dad, I can't go back" , yn mumbled slowly. "You know if you don't agree with our decisions, what happens, you won't be able to live peacefully after ruining your family's image." Her mother said, glaring at her.

Her father and mother left us alone. I went towards her and put my hand in front of her, hoping she would take it to stand up but she looked at me with nothing in her eyes and stood up.
Time skips
We came back to our home, the whole ride yn was silent, she didn't look at me or say anything, as we entered inside, we again exchanged no words so i started the conversation first by calling her name.
"Yn!" , I said as she turned around looking at me, "I'm sorry for whatever happened yn, i didn't mean anything." , I apologised , asking nothing but forgiveness from her, "i will be sleeping in the other room" She said and left as i watched her go and went towards our bedroom.

Yn pov
I sat down on the chair, and opened my diary. My only best friend, who never left.
"Now suddenly, he was asking for forgiveness, why? Because I'm carrying his blood? Is life all about giving? When will I ever receive love that is selfless."
I wrote in my diary and wiped off a tear, i always felt like love was never a part of my life until he came in my life and made it beautiful, taught me how to love but is it all a delusion?

to be continued...

I know this is short again, but please be a little understanding as i have exams going on.

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