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chapter 5

Our relation was going very well we used to held hands a lot on our way home after every training. That was kind of lovely because it was innocent, but then Mimi got between us I guess she just wanted to be my friend to take him from me. A miss understanding happened between him and I but we fixed it...
But our communication got worse because I was still hearing rumours and whenever I saw that girl I had a feeling in my heart that made it a sharp pain... either way we both continued with our relationship and everything went very well.
One day when we were at the dojo, he asked me to go to the gym that was behind the dojo I asked him for what, and it seemed like he didn't knew what to say but after few seconds he said "I just want to see if you can do a pull-up" and he proceeded to walk towards the gym while I was behind him. I had never entered the gym before so I was a little confused but he was there already and I just stayed at the dojo because I was able to sense that people were coming, but then he came out and muttered "I thought you were gonna follow me" I replied "yeah sorry, but people are here already and I don't want any misunderstandings" he turned around and began to walk to the gym and doing signs to follow him so I followed him. He stood near a corner and hissed "it’s only you and I now" I was very confuse why he said that for. he grinned and began to walk closer to me to which I was getting nervous when he was really close to me that his shirt was having contact with my gi he mouthed "I lied, I didn’t told you to come back here to see if you can do a pull up" while saying that he lifted my chin up and proceeded to kiss me. It was very weird but I kind of like it.

Since I heard people entering the dojo I step out with my lips shinning because I had my second kiss. Someone was out there and asked what I was doing, so I quickly replied "nothing, by the way can you do a pull up?" I was very nervous and he just walked out of the gym with a grin while I was blushing a lot.
Then I don't saw him so often but one day he text me asking if he should cut his hair, I didn’t wanted him to cut it because I love his hair but I also wanted to see him with his hair short. It seems like he trimmed it and to be frank he looked very adorable, he looked like a little kid from day-care from behind.
I started high school on August and I never saw him, even though his school had a different schedule but one day on September I had to go to my aunt's house and well we met up and he walked with me all the way there. I'm sorry he had to but honestly I enjoyed walking with him because probably this will be the lost time I will be laughing with you. I guess he like Mimi  because on that same week she asked you if she can hug him I'm not sure if he let her hugged him, but it hurts because they were behind me and she asked him that. You've been acting distant with me, and it bothers me a little because I still like you and they're a lot of rumours of you and her, rumours saying that you kissed her at camp, that you are dating her. Suzume what did I do? I'm sorry!!!!! It's my fault. But I love you!!! Everything you do to make me laugh I love you. But anyways I hope one day you can get back on loving me.