Chapter 1

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Y/n's pov:
He's so perfect in my eyes, I love him to the moon and back. I want him and I need him in my life but we argue alot for past few months and I can't argue anymore but I can't say goodbye to him.

His pov:
I love her, i need her and I'm so badly in love with her. I want her to be by my side forever but I can't sand our quarrels anymore but also i can't be without her.

- This morning i saw him cooking in the kitchen.

"Good morning love" I said
"Good morning" he said and turned around to kiss me
"What are you making?" I asked
"Pankcakes" he answered

- I helped him with pankcakes

When we're eating i said:
"We need to talk" I looked at him

Y/n's pov:
When I said that my heart started to beat faster. I looked at him, at his eyes and all the memories started to go trough my head. At this point I didn't know is thia right thing to do.

His pov:
When she said that I immediately knew what is gonna happened next. I was so scared that I'm gonna lose her forever, I wanted to cry but i didn't want to her see me cry.

"About what?" he said
"About us.. I don't think we should be together anymore, because we argue alot and even if we talked about every quarrel it's not working" I said

His pov:
I felt like someone st@abbed me in heart, my heart stopped beating for second, i couldn't breath. I didn't want to let her go even I knew it's gonna be worse if we don't end now.

Y/n's pov:
I said that and my heart was already regretting but my mind was satisfied because I said that finally. I watched him, he was silent, looking at the food, thinking what to say and trying not to cry.

"Please Y/n.. i don't wanna lose you" he said

- I looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"I don't wanna lose you too but it's bad for us, for our mental health if we continue to argue" I said
" Y/n I'm ready to lose my mind for you" he said

- I stopped for a second.

"I'm sorry Pedri but this needs to end"

- I stood up from chair.

"I'm gonna pack my stuff and go to my parents"

- While I was packing my stuff he was still sitting on the chair and looking at one point.

His pov:
She was already packing her stuff, I wanted to stop her but I knew if I try I won't succeed. I was sitting on chair, there were voices in my head saying "no no no no" knowing I lost her.

Y/n's pov:
While I was packing my stuff there is no moment where I didn't want to stop packing and stay with him but I believed in myself that I will get over him.

- After 20 minutes I packed all my stuff and I came to him in the kitchen to hug him one last time and say goodbye.

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