Things I Should've Done

I remember the day I felt my mother's warm embrace.

I remember the day I received Habby, the teddy bear i've always longed to have.

I remember the day I first went out to hang with my friends. The feeling of being independent was within me.

I remember the day I received my diploma and went to the stage feeling proud with my parents.

I remember the day I named my new born brother, Jayce.

I remember the day I went out on my first date.

I remember...I was happy.

I was proud.

I was thankful.

I remember I was once contented...

in my life.

But right now, I can only feel pain in my head, in my body.

Everything seems to pound hard as I try to get back to my senses.

Although I was too tired.

I am tired to do so...

I just calmed myself and rested my back against where I am laying on.

Now, I couldn't feel anything.

That time a white light has come across my sight.

So...

Is this the end?

Will I be in heaven?

The place where God promised to bring us all...

*beep* *beep* *beep*