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I feel like as if the world ended. Quiet, and lonely. Just me, laying on my bed comfortably, staring at my crusty ceiling.

It didn't feel surprising to feel like this, but it felt surprising that I don't want her back.

I stare out of the window and asked myself, "is this what heartbreak feels like?"

There was nothing but silence. No one knew the answer to love. Not even me.

Love is when you're attracted to someone, or something. But not the feeling of being with them.

Ive always seen Sage as a strong, independent woman. She's a fighter, a healer, a resurrector, and much more. Although she complains no one sees her other than a healer in her team, I do. I see her as everything. Far more than a healer, and far more than perfection. She could cook, clean, fight, kill, and comfort me when I feel down. Sometimes we fight, and that seems normal. I show her every part of me, and give her every part of me, and she does the same. We share the same interest, the same passion and the same bed.

And it was just ruined over a random 'friend' of hers that I don't even know or understand enough to trust their friendship.

If I'm being honest, all of this is stupid. I want her back.

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I opened Valogram, until I saw the notifications. It was texts from Ying Wei. I ignored them and kept scrolling on posts from friends and family. But I couldn't resist to take a peek.

I clicked on the chat.

I held my phone stiffly, and read through all of the messages

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I held my phone stiffly, and read through all of the messages.

She must have saw me online.

I replied back, eventhough my heart was aching.

I turned off my phone and switched off the lights

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I turned off my phone and switched off the lights. I slept, although it was around 8 p.m. I yawned and finally drifting off to a good sleep.

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326 words 😔
Short chapter RAHHHHHHH. BUT. next one finna be wild  🔥🔥💦💦

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