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The beginning

We were so different. Complete opposites. Until my life took a 180 degree turn and everything changed.
It all started when I "broke up" with my best friend. By that I mean that after 5 years of subtle bullying, mind games and backstabbing, I finally stood up for myself and turned my back completely towards her. I couldn't ever do it if it wasn't for an old friend, whom I pushed back because my ex-best friend didn't quite like her. She was the one that told me it was time to face her, she helped me get the courage I needed and held me under her wing while hell broke down.

After abruptly ending my relationship with my ex-best friend, I lost a considerable number of buddies so I was kind of lonely. When I started high school I was glad that I turned a new leaf and any change was welcome. Boy, did I change.. . So, I was no longer classmates with that girl, but instead the other girl filled the empty space. Nikki. We sat next to eachother from the beginning of the year and quickly bonded and renewed our friendship, even though we took completely different paths at a certain point in our lives.
We started hanging out more and more and I made really good friends with her long-term boyfriend and a couple of other friends of hers. It was nice, finally having a geniune friend instead of a mean, backstabbing bitch. I noticed that she was different from the other girls I ever met. She seemed smarter, more experienced (especially parties, drinking and sex), more spiritual..there was something intriguing about her, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. All I knew was that I wanted to be like that. As we grew closer an closer I found out more things about her life. At the time I was a scared little virgin with no self-asteem, with pretty little experience that involved drinking and partying (I mean actual parties, not the birthday party bullshit)-although I did enjoy the occasional drink- and overall I was a fetus. But, lucky for me, I was a smart, curious, open minded fetus, so I wasn't hopeless and she noticed that.
After a while I passed the test of time and I finally found out what it was. And I was so mind-blown. It was pretty crazy, kind of dangerous and completely illegal. I SO WANTED IN. And I got in, on my 15th birthday.

That was the day I smoked my first joint. And I loved it. From that moment on everything changed.

Don't get me wrong, I won't be telling you a story about how drugs are dangerous, how they affect and change people, consequences and crap like that. This is a story that involves pretty crazy events that may involve different substances, but it's about a teenage experience, crazy moments and living life to the fullest.

A/N Hi, I am Emma, and I really hope you like what you read until now. Please tell me what you think!
I will update as soon as possible, remember this was just a short introduction in the story.

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