Consequences

Texts| part 20

Two months into my stay. It's been a blissful blur. I've spent almost all my time with Arlo exploring and eating and talking as-well as school work of course. Dad has been busy but I see him in the evenings and on Sundays we try and spend all of Sunday together but to be honest we don't have a lot in common so we don't have the most exciting conversations. It has still been amazing to be here with him though. Experience his life and be an actual part of it. I miss mum and Nana and of course Carter we video call almost every day usually with Ivy as well. It turns out they've become pretty good friends whilst I've been gone as well. Going to parties together and stuff. Just yesterday Ivy told me the amazing news that she started dating Hallie and that she's super cool and I could tell by the way Ivy was gushing about her that these to were an amazing match. 'I can't wait to meet her' I typed
'I wish you where here I'm dying for you two to know each other'
'Hey it's only a few more months that'll fly by'
'Yeah Maybe for you , your eating croissants and stuff while I'm here in the cold rain having to sit through boring old school'
' yeah if I could have taken you with me I would have'
'Oh well at least I have one thing to get me through the school day'
'Hallie?'
'Ofc seriously tho you have no idea how amazing she is she's like the funniest person I have ever met and we like all the same stuff plus she has such beautiful eyes they make the wanna melt'
'That's awesome Ivy I'm really happy for u'
I was happy for her. But I also felt a bit jealous. She has Hallie right there with her. Whilst Carter was miles and miles away. I wouldn't see him for months and I missed him like crazy. I was starting to worry that I might not even come back to much of a relationship. Plus all I wanted to do was kiss him and hug him but I couldn't. It was actually painful, so avoided thinking about it and him. It hurt to much.