Grief//chapter 17

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i woke up to my head pounding, my stomach turned from all the drinks I had last night, my skin felt disgusting from sleeping in my makeup and I was uncomfortable wearing my itchy silver sequence dress. I laid on my side facing the wall for a good 5 minutes before I sat up.
"Buenos días, mi amor ¿cómo te sientes?"(good morning mi amor, how are you feeling) Gavi asked when he saw me sit up "¿Qué piensas?"((what do you think?) I said pulling my knees to my chest and resting my head on my knees. "¿Necesitas algo?"(do you need anything?) He asked looking me and my hungover self.
"Agua, mucha agua"(water, a lot of water) I said placing my head in my hands trying to relieve the dizziness "all call the front desk to bring a few bottles" he said rubbing my back.
"How are you not hung over" I said looking up at the roof, I've always been one to get hung over, I hate it, but the fun of the night before is usually worth it.
"I am, just not as much as you" he laughed, I smiled at how cute his laugh was, he's so perfect, I don't know how someone like him would have wanted someone like me, after all there is so many girls who are absolutely perfect that want him, but he chose me.

i got up and went over to my suitcase and got a pair of lounge shorts and i got one of Gavis hoodies, i took a cold shower to try to wear off as much of the hangover as possible after the shower i felt a refreshed but i still had a pounding headache, i changed into the clothes and went back to the bed. Gavi was sitting against the back board of the bed on his phone and a few bottles of water were on the nightstand.

when i walked back in Gavi looked up from his phone and smiled "nice hoodie" he laughed

"Thanks, it's my boyfriends" i said sarcastically walking over to the bed laying next to him.

"Lucky guy" he said pulling me in closer to him

"Yes, yes he is" i laughed hugging him.

i probably drank about 5 bottles of water in 1 hour, it really helped with my hangover though, i still had a headache but it wasn't as bad, i tried to sleep but it i just couldn't.

once i finally seemed to start falling asleep my phone started ringing.

it was my aunt.

I answered the phone groggily, "Hola tía, ¿qué pasa?" (Hi Aunt, what's up?) I listened to her as she spoke, i felt all the stress and grief come back into my emotions "mhm...si... gracias" i said as i felt my eyes fill with tears, i hung up the phone and ran my hand through my hair.

"que pasa?" gavi asked looking at he, worry plastered all over his face.

"my mom... Shes getting surgery on her heart" i said feeling myself back to where i was a few days ago, stressed, bitter it all just came back in a snap.

"I'm so sorry" he said hugging he tighter brushing his hand through my hair "I just don't know what to do" I said feeling helpless and lost, "I want to be there for her, but I'm here, I have commitments and I can't just leave everything behind" I explained to Gavi. He held me tighter and listened to me as I let my emotions out, crying on his shoulder.  

"Once we get back to Barcelona, we will get you a flight back home, they need you right now" he said rubbing my back, i nodded because if i tried to speak my words would come out jumbled up. 

after i calmed down, i called Sira and victoria, we decided to go to the cafe down the street for a quick lunch.

i changed into denim shorts and put my hair up in a ponytail. we all meet up in the lobby and we walked over to the cafe.

"im so sorry y/n, i know this must be really hard" Sira said as we walked down the street towards the cafe "yeah, but there is not much i can do, just wait and hope the surgery goes well" i said trying to hold in my tears.

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