Lacklustre my life must have taken a wrong turn somewhere
Trying to muster myself but my mind was about to bust
But what's the fuss I made a mess of my stuff
Life is not what I imagined
Love lost and no hope left because I thought that was best
For you not me
As you can see I was always a burden and I set you all free from me
Cant, you see the world is not for me
Waking along a line I can no longer see
But I lost you and those who I held dear
Consumed by my fear and envy of you and your friends see
Manipulated by those close to me too
Who would have known I was made to dance on her stage
Dictated by her and those I could not see or bee
I just wanted to be happy and free
To love those chosen to be in my heart
Now they all left me lost to my empty sea
I can never be free
My lost love chains me as I pushed her free of me
