Autobiography

Today,tonight or any time...

-I want to die.
Today,tonight-
Or Any time...
Why dont I die?

I feel so sick-
Of feeling useless,
Angry and crying...
Please,let me die!!!-

My mind is blowing When I wake up...The only thing i remember is that i was on The bathroom floor,taking all The pills that we had in the house.After that,everything went dark but I Could still hear people screaming and crying around me.
Now,I'm on a hospital bed.I cry and cry,When i realize that i failed this attempt too...Why cant i die?The shadows and voices inside my head ar laughing at me and making fun of me,because I am still here.Perfect!
My head hurst and i feel really dizzy because of this lights and noises...Suddenly,all my friends and family burst into the room...I start crying Even worse and I put the pillow on my face,trying to hide from everybody...Not the best situation for a 14 year old girl,Wright?Well...Let me Tell you how I got to this point,because I wasn't always this depressed girl with a miserable life.I was a Good daughter,niece,cousin,best friend and one of The best students in our city...Pretty strange how i got to this point,am I right?
Well...Lets start from The beggining.