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But yet i still love you

I knew I loved you the day we meant and lock eyes, you made me feel loved like I never felt loved before, the way you touch me like I never been touch before, the way you held me close like I never been held close before, you even made me forget all my problems like I never forgotten them before, and the way you understand me without me sayin a word like I never been understood before, the way you kiss me on my forehead while I cried in your arms as you told me it's ok like I never been kiss and told it's ok before, but even after all that you hurt me like I never been hurt before, but yet I still love you, after the late nights of us texting and you telling me how pretty I am, after all that texting you'll never leave and how much you loved me, you told me once I give you my body you wouldn't leave and you still left, but yet I still love you, you keep ghosting me and coming back, and I take you back every time, once again you made me feel loved all over again made me feel safe all over again, made me feel like somebody actually cared about me all over again then go ghost, but yet I still love you, you keep coming back and making me catch all these feelings, then use me for my body like I'm a toy to u, you say your sorry I forgive you, and you do it all over again  I was stupid enough to think it would be different I mock your words in my mind and replay it over and over again and let you continually hurt me all over again but yet I still love you, you know you'll always have a special place in my heart so you take control over that, I let you treat me like a little toy of yours and you push it all in my face that I was nothing but a little sex toy to u but yet I still love you.