Depression, Cutting, Anorexia, Suicide stories/songs

Story 1

You just got home from school. You had the worst day of your life. You've been bullied more than any other day of your life. You go to your room and lock the door. You start to think Am I worthless? Am I really that fat? Am I really that ugly? Am I a waste of slace? Would anyone care if I go? An hour later, you've been crying because you don't know what to do and you dont want to hurt your family. But you cant take this pain anymore. You stand in front of your mirror. All the things they said about you is coming true. You ask this question one more time,"Should I do it?" The next thing you know you have the pills and the blade. You grab a piece of paper and a pen. You write some last words. You call your friends and say,"Im sorry but goodbye..." They dont even think about it and say,"Bye. See you tomorrow." You start to cry but then you stop. You take the blade and drag it across your skin. Deeper and deeper you cut. After you're done with the blade, you grab the bottle of pills and takes a hand full of pills. You know for sure that you wont wake up this time. Your eyelids are getting heavier and heavier. Your eyes are close. One last thought. One last heart beat. One last breath. You're gone. You're dead. There is no coming back. You got your wish. But what about your family? What about your friends?
Your mom and dad gets home from picking up your little sister. They call your name,"Madison, we're home." You dont answer. They start to worry but then they think she might be sleeping or in the shower. They go up stairs. They dont hear the water running so they go to your room. Your mom tries to open the door but its locked. She knocks. You don't answer. She calls for her husband,"Honey, can you come up here?" So he comes up the stairs. She tells him that she can't open the door, it's locked. Your dad unlocks the door. Your mom walks in and drops to the floor. She screams your name,"MADISON!!" You dont answer her. Your dad walks in the room and sees his little girl laying there with blood all over the floor with a bunch of pills. He can't say anything. He can only just stand there. You're sister comes to your room. She runs to you. She grabs your shoulders and starts to skake you saying,"Wake up! Please dont leave! Madison wake up! Wake up!" But you dont answer. You can't answer. Your sister has to live without you. You meant everything to her. You were her role model. You took that away from her. She doesn't have someone to look up to. You cant be there for her because you're dead. What are your friends going to do when they find out? Who is going to help them fight their battles? It cant be you. You're gone. What are you're parents going to do? How will they move on? They're feeling so stupid because they never noticed that you were depressed and suicidal. They couldn't see your broken heart through that fake smile.
Your dad snaps out of it and calls 911. "This is 911, what's your emergency?" He tries to talk but he cant. He finally gets the words out,"My daughter just committed suicide..." Once the police gets there, they take your family into the living room. They start asking questions about you, about how they never noticed, bout how you never went out. They put you in a body bag and take your body away. Your family sees them taking your body away. Your mom starts to cry. Your sister asks your dad,"Why did Madison do this?" Your dad starts to cry and your sister goes up to him and hugs him and says,"It will be okay. We will see her again." They will never forget bout that night. Never. They will never understand why you did it.
The next day, your school is shocked. The bullies aren't surprised bout this. Your friends are shocked. They never knew you were this depressed. They never knew that you were suicidal. Your friends dont understand why you did it. They will never understand.
A couple months later since that night, your mom hasnt left her room. She hasnt been eating. She is getting sick. The last time she ate was that night you died. She cries herself to sleep every night. Your dad wants to stay home with your mom but he cant. He is forced to go to work. He has to pay the bills. Your sister hasn't been to school since that night you killed yourself. She has to keep her mom away from your room. She is getting so depressed. She tried to commit suicide just to see you. She misses you so badly. Your school has sort of settled down bout that night. Your friends miss having you around. They miss you. The bullies has found someone else to mess with.
A year later since that night, your mom doesnt have that long to live. She is getting sicker and sicker. She still wont eat. Your dad has two jobs now so he is never home. When he is home all he does is drinks and sits in front of your bedroom door. He can't get over it. He misses his little girl. Your sister has cuts all over her arms and thighs. She doesn't have faith anymore. She misses you so much. She never sees anyone anymore. She never leaves her room. Your school has forgotten about what happened. Some of your friends committed suicide just to see you. The rest of your friends are depressed and are addicted to cutting. Over a year since that night, your mom is gone. Your dad gave up. Your sister lost all hope and committed suicide. Your dad gave up. He lost hope. He doesn't know what to do. He lost everything he loves. He lost his daughters and his wife. He will never be able to get fixed. The only thing he can do to end this pain is to die. He knows it isn't right but what else can he do? So he gets the gun, puts the gun in his mouth and pulls the trigger. He is gone now. He is with his family now. Your friends that haven't gave up are giving up. They all committed suicide. They lost hope. They needed you and you weren't there. But now all of y'all are together forever.