Tonight the monsters in my head
Are screaming so damn loud
But I built walls so high
So they never even make a soundIt's a mask, it's a lie
It's the only home I've ever known
'Cause being who I really am
Has only left me more aloneI am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet
With so much at stake
I always feel like a burden, let it silence me
You'll never understand
Why it's so hard to say
I'm not okayI wish I had a scar
Had a bruise on the surface, any kind of proof
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuseMy life's invisible abuse
I'm either judged or have to hide
The only symptom you can see
Is I don't wanna be aliveI am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet
With so much at stake
I always feel like a burden, let it silence me
You'll never understand
Why it's so hard to sayI'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell
But what if it kills me
If I keep it to myself?
To myselfI am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
I am not okay
I am not okay
I'm never safe
It's not a phase
If I finally break
Would you still stay?Tonight the monsters in my head
Are screaming so damn loudSource: Musixmatch
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Short StorySongs if you ever feel hurt or betrayed. Some songs to let you know that your not alone. Songs to let you know that we're all in this together ❤