Den of Monsters

Y1 Vol10: The Omega

(Hina Ayanokoji's POV)

We as human form so many regrets in our lives, we regret choices, relationships and sometimes actions but what hurts the most is regretting saying something and never being able to apologize.

me and my brother were quite close, he possessed unmatched talent and strength, i possessed a similar talent though mine was alot lesser than his, what made each one of us shine was unique, he was the greatest and i was the worst.

Ayanokoji Kiyotaka, the first person i have ever cared for, i despised him for a long time due to his atittude and how he allowed himself to be used by the researcher and how he let himself become the masterpiece of the whiteroom while every other student was nothing in comparison to him.

but slowly...i began opening up to him, i spoke to him of my desires of my wishes for a simple glimpse at the beautiful sun outside the window, a breath of the air outside the building, a simple kiss from someone dear to me, everything i have ever wished i'd have done or want to do i told him, love, anger, hatred, happiness, lonliness and so on, all of it i have conveyed it to him in every way i can.

i read books with him and acted like a teacher to him to convey these feelings but in the end...i did something i will never forgive myself for...i used him.

i did the one thing i have always tried to avoid doing to everyone and that is manipulating them, such a thing is the complete opposite of what miss ayaka told me to do but i had to, how else could i've hoped for him to leave and escape?! how else would i have let my idiot of a father allow me even the smallest chance to continue my training and be raised like whiteroom students?, it's all for his sake but it's all so...evil.

though i guess sensei would say that what i have done is good since it dictates a step closer to victory, though he is an odd specimen like me and kiyotaka, he apparently graduated from the same school kiyotaka is at right now and the one i am going to, the advanced nurturing school...was it?.

eh dumb name but who cares, it will be an interesting experience, especially since those two are watching my back as always...

"ichikaaaaa will you for the love of god, fight?!" i groaned as i stared at the red haired girl with scarlet red eyes as she was smiling happily at me while watching her gen mates struggle.

ichika's eyes widened for a second before she giggled.

"hehe this is more fun though sisss" she argued sarcastically to which i sighed as another student attempted to strike at me.

this is both boring and sad...these kids have supposedly only completed level 4 of the curriculum, meaning they're alot weaker physically than every other generation before them...especially the 4th

"HIYAAH!" the girl shouted out as her fist came rushing towards me.

so slow...these guys remind me of those 9 kids that were in our generation...so sloppy and afraid, though i remember there's one kid who was quite smart and tactical within them, i wonder how he is doing or what happened to him after they all were eventually removed...

i sigh as i use my right hand and lightly push her arm making her strike go up.

"eh?! what the..." she mumbled as she looked at me in shock.

*BUZZ*

a loud buzzing sound came from the speakers of the room making everyone including myself turn their heads towards it, though my focus was instantly taken by my father watching me...interesting so he is finally beginning to get interested in me.

"ahem!, great job hina-chan and students, everyone please exit the room immediatly except for hina-chan"

that's...kishitani-sensei, what the hell does that psychopathic maniac want...