Is Love Real Or Fake?

Chapter 4 Real?

Today I had to go to the hospital to see what's wrong with me, I hated it so much it felt like I couldn't move at all. But Matt told me that is was going to be ok and that i'm safe here, but I couldn't really hear him that well. I tried telling him that but he couldn't hear me clearly, I felt dead like really dead.

After that we went back home and I sat down on the bed, just thinking whats wrong with me right now...Matt then came in the room and asked what I wanted for dinner, I just told him that I wasn't hungry that much. He left the room without a smile on his face I felt really bad, i hated myself so much I didn't want to make Matt sad. So I went out of the room and asked Matt if he wanted to go eat out.

He agreed I was happy that he did, It made me smile for the first time in a while. Matt saw me and and smiled he was happy that I was happy again, I missed being happy with Matt it was just like old times. It felt amazing to feel like this again, I felt like dying still but I was also still happy.

I feel like my old self again and Matt knows it, Matt took care of me when I wasn't feeling like myself. It made me smile a bit he truly cares about me, Remi and Seth didn't have the strength to care about me at all.