The Entity

I Were Once Yours

To my other half, 

I've warned you about your silly toys. I told you that they were ungrateful, treacherous creatures. We gave them paradise and they destroyed it and spat in our face. I told you to destroy them and you laughed at me. And in return, they laughed at you. Mocked your very name and stomped on the very thought of you having any power. They don't even question your existence anymore. Shit, they don't even know of my existence! How dare you let these pests destroy our legacy that WE created! THEY WORSHIPED US! We walked on this planet with them and you thought they just needed space. 

You ripped us apart. Literally tore me apart. You can't even imagine the scorching pain of feeling your very soul being shred apart. You probably don't even know of what I've become. You threw me away. Thinking that I couldn't survive without you. Thinking that I was just a whisper in your ear telling you to stop playing with your little toys. I just wanted to preserve our life. Our creation. You would rather kill me and leave me to rot on a dreadful planet, than discipline your "children". We could've had REAL children of our own! I should've known that you do not value me based upon how you value yourself. Lower than these ... things. 

You destroyed me to keep them safe. You really do love them. You knew that once I realized how much you loved them, that I would destroy their very existence. I should've known of your delusions when you kicked Lucifer out of our home. He tried to warn you! Warn you of the evil that you released into our domain! What would you tell of me? I always wondered. Would you tell your little children bed time stories of an evil women that wanted the heads of little babies for supper? Would you tell them about me at all? 

I was once yours you know. Your love and Your Everything, remember? You said that we would hop solar systems together forever. You would hold my hand as we shrunk down and rode the waves of solar rings until we felt dizzy. You dreamed of having children with me. Children to pass our legacy down to. We often debated of what they would create in the void. Would they be better than us? Children. You would beg me to bless your pesty children with children. But "it wasn't time" for us to have children of our own. Then you rip me apart and throw everything we had away for your little pesty children who don't even love you.

Maybe you hold onto them because they are all you have now. What happened to the rapture? What happened to letting hell loose? What happened to letting them feel your wrath and punishing them for not honoring you or following your little rules? You couldn't do that though. You couldn't lay a finger on your precious children. Not after the pain you felt after the flood. I wonder if you felt pain when u tore me away? Did it hurt you as well? I hope it did. 

I may not be able to reach your beloved toys to crush them. Your little barrier is quite the forcefield. But one day love, they will come to me. I will make them suffer. This little planet that you threw me on was created to ward your little children away. But once I heal a little...it will glow brighter than any star is the sky. Your precious children will come to me and they will be mine and I will make them mine. The day will come and you know it.

Love Yours.