So like i so forgot to update this, long story short this is for both yesterday and today! So like i woke up so fucnjn out of it dude ended up having to drive my ma to wait for her bf, for him to not answer any of her calls, and like i was just like whateves dude n so i hit up my homie aidan and was like dawg wyd, and he was like nothin wanna hang and i was like yeah sure dawg and so like yeah we chilled it was nice probably finna be single again by like,,,, tmr lol so might go fuck aidan, also I realized that like we don't just fuck, it's so much more intimate than that, it's not just sex when it's with him, it's like such a real connection between mind and body, it's not just skin rubbing against skin you can feel the love seep from our hearts through out our pores, also he actually practices aftercare which like 🤞🤞🤞😧😧😧😧😧 literally so fucking shocked, so like yeah anyways we had such a nice conversation and like it lasted from when he got in my car to when i got in the car alone to drive home, he said some shit that like really almost made me cry cause like I just felt so loved? Idk that's weird but like he just kinda makes me feel so like really heard and loved. I found my craig beanie and like im so happy!!! Anyways lol baiiiiiiiiiii XDD