He Was My Subscriber

4: The Past Crosses With The Present

~Liam's P.O.V~

There were only a few words exchanged and I was simply taken to a different world. She was beautiful. She was one of a kind, and I couldn't have her. I longed to call her mine, but it seemed light years away. There was no way in reality that she would ever be interested in me. I knew that after Danielle I was never going to find someone again. I started to wander around and meet the contestants. There were a few girls who tried showing off by "practicing" in front of me. I have to admit they were good and there was serious competition going on, but no one compares to my Jorden. Wow I seriously have to get over myself. Did I just say 'My Jorden?' . Just wow.Boy is this going to be a long day.

~Jorden Renae's P.O.V~

Liam walked away. Just like that. Maybe he had to go pee? Or maybe he thought I was ugly? Do I smell bad? Do I have something on my face? Did someone call him? Is that why he walked away?"Umm...Renae are you okay?" Ryan snapped me back into reality."Huh? Yeah." I said as my head was slightly tilted and staring off into space. "Oh. okay you just have...you know. That look on your face."

The look on my face Ryan was talking about is this weird face I have when I'm over thinking. My head is slightly tilted, my eyes wandering off into space, my eyebrows raised a bit, and my nose scrunched up. That adds to one of the things I hate about myself. Well two actually. My facial expression when I'm over thinking, and me over thinking.

I chatted with Harry for about an hour. He was a really cool guy. Yes I had exploded over a million times in my head and died just a little over a billion, but talking to him like he was a normal person felt great. I felt a strong bond with him. Even though when we met it was awkward, we could easily talk about any topic without getting bored of each other.

After our chat he left and I went to go hang out with Ryan."Jorden! Go shower up and come back in an hour. We have to get you ready!" Jasmine practically screamed across the stage. "Aha. okay!" I said slightly embarrassed. "Sorry for the rush Ryan but I have to go. I'll catch up with you later?" "Yeah that's okay. About time you went to go take a shower! You were stinking up the place! Maybe that's why Liam left." Ryan said.

For a second I thought he was serious. That's until I saw the huge smirk plastered on his face.

I went back to the contestants' mansion and took a shower. After I was done I didnt even try looking nice. There really was no point I grabbed a granola bar, an apple and orange juice and went back to the studios. Jasmine sat me down on her chair and started to do her magic. I went on Twitter and started to scroll through my time line. After being on a while I tweeted

"@Jai_Renae7 : Dont forget to watch @TheXFactorUSA tonight on Fox! Wish me luck !

I closed the app and started to think about my performance.

~Liam's P.O.V~

The show would start in less than two hours and the boys and I were going to wish luck to the contestants and watch from backstage. We were all very tired and weren't in the mood to deal with fan girling. The dancers started to walk by. They reminded me of Danielle. She was always excited before performing her heart out. We broke up a while back and we really didn't talk much but we ended things on a good note. It was hard to wake up one day alone with no one beside you. I had moved on from her. I felt someone tap on my shoulder and turned around. It was her. The person I never thought would chase after me.

~Harry's P.O.V ~

Liam had been moody all day. He was upset because he thought Jorden had a boyfriend. I talked to her for a while and she was a really sweet girl. I had only seen two or three videos she made but that was only because Liam made us watch it. When I was talking to her I felt a strong connection with her. I knew I had to keep this girl in my life. Not that I fancied her but I felt as if she were my best friend.

I was walking through the hallway and you can hear the music that was coming from the dance studio I walked by and saw her unmistakable curls. I stepped back and observed the way she moved along to the beat. The dancers finished practicing and she turned around. My facial expression was priceless. Danielle was here.

~Liam's P.O.V~

"That's when I got the job offer here. I couldn't say no." Danielle explained. After she tapped my shoulder we started to tell each other what happened after the breakup. She looked the same but you know when you don't see someone for a while they become a lot more attractive? That's how I felt. "Well hey I have to go. The show is about to start. It was nice talking to you again. Oh! I changed my number umm do you still have the same number?" She asked "Yeah I haven't changed it!" I said. "Oh okay! Great um I'll text you later so you can have my new number. I'll catch up with you later bye Liam. I lo... Bye !"

She didn't finish the sentence but a part of me wished she had

~Jorden Renae's P.O.V~

My heart was pounding. I was pacing back and forth to stop from panicking. "Your on in 5" The producer said. I knew at that moment was when my life would definitely change. I started walking to were I was to enter the stage and I waited. Simon introduced me and they called my name and I walked.

The music started and I began to sing. I loved the adrenaline and I didn't want to step off the stage. I might have gotten a bit jittery but the screams of the audience made you want to give your all and I did. I didn't plan on leaving X Factor anytime.

The music was coming to an end and it was the last high note I had to hit. With luck and confidence I nailed it. The judges gave their feed back. They were a bit impressed but they knew I had more in me which disappointed them. This week it was up to the judges to decide if I was to go onto the next round. I'll I could do now was hope.

I went backstage and I was congratulated by everyone. My mom, Step Dad and Ryan were there waiting for me. My mom couldn't help the tears flow from her eyes. I was proud of myself as well.

"Hey! You did quite a fantastic job out there!" Harry told me and greeted me with a warm hug. Liam was in deep thought until Harry caught his attention."Oh yeah umm you did." Liam said."Oh well look here Louis needs me I'll be right back." Harry said as he "checked" his phone. I hadn't known him for long but I knew that he was straight up lieing.

"You really do have a nice voice" Liam complemented me. "Ha. I really don't like talking about it. I just don't like telling people but my best friend persuaded me to do so. He really is the actual reason why I'm here. The rest was just pure luck." I explained."He?" Liam questioned. "Yeah 'he'. Ryan is his name. He's umm...Oh he's over there talking on the phone." I said as I pointed towards his direction. "Oh! So he isn't your boyfriend? I saw you guys holding hands so I thought..."Oh my no! He's not my boyfriend! I don't have one!" I explained." Then why were you holding his hand?" Liam asked confused. "Its a long story but it was the first time we have ever done that. We have nothing going on were just inseparable because we're the best of friends." Liam looked relived. Maybe that's why he walked away. He thought Ryan was my boyfriend."Oh. That explains a lot. Hey I'd love to catch up with you tomorrow but we have practice for the show, so I was wondering if you'd like to catch up sometime?" Liam asked shyly with a hint of red on his cheeks." Yeah. I'd love too!" I smiled. "Great um here. I'll give you my number and you give me yours " He said as he took his phone out and traded with me. He quickly typed his name and phone as I typed mine as " Jai to the Renae

~Few hours later~

I had gone back to the contestants mansion and was getting ready to go to bed. It was around 1 in the morning when I got a text.

"The sexy beast of Liam

"Jai to the Renae

I went to sleep with the biggest smile on my face.

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I had a bit of trouble writting the last bit of this chapter. I hope you guys enjoyed it! Next update will be Friday! :)

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