butterflies (gxg Fluff)

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'Im late' Im not going to make it,no I have to make it this is a huge opportunity, it's a miracle I even got this far.

Come on legs can't you run faster than that,the areas so busy today,odd this part of town is
usually quiet there's a reason I didn't use the car.

I'm starting to regret that. I'm trying my best to avoid bumping into anyone,the streets are getting ready crowded.

"I'm sorry I'm just in a rush" I bump into various people.

"Shit" I fall as I hit someone, coffee on my shit,just great.

I try getting all my papers,feeling a hand on mine, looking up I see a girl long blond hair,blue eyes.

Shit she's watering a white shirt. "I'm so sorry I completely messed up your shirt,I really didn't mean to I was just in a rush-"

"Don't worry I wasn't looking where I was going now all your stuff are wet because of my tea" As we both gather ourselves up,I can't help but notice that most of the tea spilled on her.

I feel so guilty "Give me your number" the look on her face was one of confusion,I finally hear how it sounds "it's weird sorry,I just want to pay you back at a coffee shop or something and I can't right now and I feel so guilty for what I did to your shirt and-"

"Pfffftt,it's fine I get it,here" she took out her phone,"I'm Alex by the way"

"I'm Eva" I say nervously.

"You owe me Eva" she says as we part ways.

I got a girls number and she's pretty.

No stop day dreaming!

I walk into the building,it's huge.I walk into the office I was supposed to be interviewed in "Tch,do you think I'm a joke" I stood stunned   "no-"
"Get out " how could he, didn't even check my work yet "did you not hear me get out" his voice was cold.

No I can't this is my last chance,my last option I can't lose this.

"This is unfair you don't even check my papers,how good I am,why--" I can't lose this,I just can't

"No you don't fit,that I have decided and let me tell you something little missy if you don't leave I'll be sure to sue you and make sure you'll never get a job in this industry so why don't you think wisely "
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No,no,no,no

I walked home holing in tears.I just lost it.
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Why am I crying this is fine I'm fine right.

No I'm a 23year old crying at my door entrance in a small apartment,I have rent due why,

What's wrong with me,why can't I just make it,I can't sustain life like this,dose it matter do I truly matter what hope do I have.

No I choose to live like this,I caused all this shit now I have to fix it.

I get up,I need a shower place my purse on the bed I'll deal with it later.I take a hot shower got the coziest PJ iv had for years flopped onto my bed thinking I grab my phone 4:30 guess I'm sleeping early tonight.

As I stretch my hands out as my hand bumps into the purse I had forgotten about,I lazily drag it over,I shift to my side lifting the top side open and searching it with my other hand.

I pull out a piece of paper with a number.....I  sit up inspecting the paper **********-alex.

I grab my phone putting in the number.

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