The Bad Boy Tutors The Suicidal Girl | ✓ Rewriting

Chapter 29

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Sway | Galdive
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"So why don't we just sway
Keep moving in my way
If you don't wanna stay
At least we can just sway."
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I walked into school tired. I slept throughout the whole day yesterday. I did hear something from time to time. All the yelling and shouting. They were looking for me but couldn't find me. I heard them yelling out the school calling and I wasn't at school. They were super mad and I could tell from their tone of voice.

It was pretty normal. All the name-calling and everything. It was always the same. It's never any different than before. The one thing I know is that if they find me back at home today they will be pissed.

I listen to music in my ears and it was blasting too loud. My ears are definitely going to ring for hours. I walk the hall to go to the library. I flinch as I felt a hand grab my shoulder arm. I was pulled and turned to see Mathew.

"Where the fuck were you yesterday?"He asked and I glared at him pulling my arm away from him.

Why does he care? It's not his concern about my whereabouts. He should just leave me alone and stop cursing at me for no specific reason. Didn't Luna tell him I was home anyway because I was sick? Wow, not even Luna told him.

"None of your business,"I told him as he pulled me closer to him.

"I waited for you all day and looked for you fucking everywhere and you're telling me it's not my fucking business."He harshly told me.

"To even think you were even thinking about the fact that all of us were worried something happened to you. How could you just say that and expect to not say it back."He was furious.

"It is if you're fucking around and leaving me on read."He pulls me closer to him. "You really think it's a joke."

My eyes widen and looked at him. He's just like everyone else isn't he? He's just like those people. All of them. He's not who I really thought he was. What is wrong with him? Why would he say such things?

"Well if I'm fucking around might as well leave me the hell alone. And you know what I am done with your little problems. All you do is fucking annoy me and run around me like some dog. Go fuck yourself, Mathew."I told him.

Complete rude of him to say all that and expect me to say nothing. He doesn't care and he's angry for whatever he wants. He's just pissed because he waited. He's just an emotional teenage boy with problems that involve with his emotional entitlement.

"Did you not hear what I just said? Geez. I've told you this before, I won't leave you alone even if you don't want me to. How can I?"He said and I gulped.

"Sally. You know I care for you right?"

He sighed and put a hand on my shoulders while trying not to flinch. "Don't get it to your head, alright? And how about this? How about if you have something up, just let me know okay."

"I know you might not think I don't care but I do Cupcake. Just don't make yourself feel the need to be alone."He told me and I push his hands off my shoulders.

I just look at him confused and sigh. He's lying alright and it seems to be that he just wants to do this because he's annoyed by me. When people are annoyed by you they tend to stick to you until you completely do something that makes them realize how bad of a person you are.

He doesn't care, if he did he wouldn't act like this in front of people. Not that people notice or care because they are in their own world, but so is Mathew. So is everyone else. No one actually cares. This is just attention.