Den of Monsters

Y1 Vol11: Class Poll (Class 1-C)

(Chisato Nishikigi's POV)

'"My name is-"'

*ring ring ring*

"UWAH!!" i screamed out as i jumped up from bed.

fuck...it's that dream again, why is it always about him?!.

i sigh as i stand up from my bed, my hair needs some fixing and i...i need a shower.

i go towards the bathroom and enter.

"morning chisato" i say to my reflection as i chuckle at my own joke before washing my face a little and preparing to enter the shower.

i take off my pants followed by my shirt then my panties then bra.

"bzz!"

i shiver at the sudden touch of wind to my body.

i glance once again at the mirror...i wish i can joke but there's always this neat scar on my chest as a reminder of my servitude, hell i never even got to wear a proper swimsuit because of it, just the school's.

"no use crying right now...i just have to be fearless..." i mumbled as i stepped towards the shower and opened the water tap, i enjoy cold showers most of the time but today...i just want to calm down.

our class is back into working together again though they now seemingly have a slight grudge against kiyotaka, especially chihiro-chan...maybe i should stop being so childish...why am i still hoping i'd ever get to live a happy life, i should just drop out and return to the lycoris where i belong.

i am the number one and without me they all probably feel lost but...i still want to be normal, there are so many weirdos here that make me think i have a chance, kiyotaka being a strength freak and a mastermind...lelouch being royality, karma being a government worker, honami-chan being impure, they all are so relatable to my oddity and giving me hope but where the hell did i go wrong in this goal of having a normal life?.

i sigh as i close the water and water drips down from my hair to the ground.

"what would you do in my place huh..." i mutter as i bite the inside of my mouth.

who the hell am i asking, that guy has probably lived the life he wants how he wants it from the moment he was born, those eyes...so fearless of everything that stood before them.

i grab my towel and put it around my neck as i step out of the bathroom still drenched in water, i should just dry up and get going, no use being sad like all these years ago, i shouldn't be afraid or worried...if i were he'd probably laugh at me.

i dry my hair and tie it using my usual ribbon, i wear my uniform and pat my clothes lightly before smiling to myself in the mirror.

"hehe let's get it!" i say as i jump towards the door with a smile on my face.

as soon as i step outside the breeze of air refreshes me...this will be a good day i am sure.

i rush towards the elevator and as i do i glance a look to the right from the floor balcony.

"huhu these two are walking together to school eh..." i say with smirk on my face as i observe kiyotaka and ayano going to school hand in hand.

i enter the elevator and keep singing to myself, i remember the doctor in the hospital used to like this song, he said it's called...bohemian rhapsody?...

i shrug as i keep singing along to the few words i remember from it.

"scaramouch scaramouch will you do the. fan. dan. go!" i sing as the elevator reaches the ground floor and i exit it.