Delusional Love

What is this feeling?- Delusional Love chapter 1

Waking up everyday, feeling empty, faking smiles all day, then go to bed. It's the same cycle, never ending, it feels like your drowning but you can still breath quite fine, the sharp pain that hits you when the emptiness and loneliness start to get overwhelming. I layed in bed thinking until 6:00am...the alarm went off but I was already up.

I slowly got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. While I was brushing my teeth toothpaste got in my hair. As I was about to wipe it my mom came telling me that breakfast is ready and a needed to hurry up before it gets cold.

I freshened up and headed to the dining room where I saw breakfast on the table and a note attached to the bowl, "honey I was gonna drive you to school but you took too long and I was late for work, you'll have to take the bus be careful, love,mom." The note read. I ate breakfast and left.

I arrived at school where my best friends were there, zalina and stella. I hugged them both. " I missed you all weekend" stella said with a pout", "it's been only two days" I replied rolling my eyes and she puffed. All of a sudden Andre came, for some information, I hated that guy...everytime saw him I just wanted to hit him. He once again made fun of my height almost died of laughter when he looks directly over me and see everything behind me.

He started to cling to zalina he was too close with her even though he knows he shouldn't be because she already had a boyfriend, "hello zal", speak of the devil and he shall appear, it was zalina's boyfriend aldin, he came over and kissed her on the cheek, then Omar came, said hi and the three boys left.

"Omar is a really cute" stella said while smiling at me, "no way" I replied sternly, stella and zalina has always shipped omar and I, we've been together for almost three years but we broke up and he won't moved on. The bell rang and we went to class.

In class while the teacher was taking the register and I thought about Andre, I instantly got annoyed. But thinking more about him made me realize what a wonderful smile he had, and how good he smelt when he's close to me when measuring our heights or...."CRYSTAL  CHAMBERS!!!", the teacher shouted, I was immediately snapped out of my day dream, "present!",  I shouted  still being a little frightened. The rest of the class was a breeze.

After the teacher left, I headed down for math class, I took a seat. Andre came in and asked me to stand. He was looking over my head and walking towards me pretending not to see me. I moved aside and he followed, we kept walking until he was basically pining me to the wall. "What is he doing?" I thought to myself visibly confused.

He touched the wall and said "oh it's just a spot", annoyed I was ready to tell him to step aside and that he was the biggest waste of time, as he looked down and our eyes met. I gazed into his earthy brown eyes until I was lost in them. "Did you fall inlove" he asked in a deep smooth voice that made me weak. He leaned in just a little, almost as if....