11:59 p.m
Constantly being the butt of the joke and the target of ridicule and just general bullying by my so-called friends it becomes so tiring and so annoying when every time you go to school you know that you're going to be made fun of for your appearance for your sexuality for your hair for your clothing for the way you talk for the way do anything and it's all by the friends that you care so much about and the thing is that they treat it as a joke every f****** time they treated as a joke and it becomes so difficult because when you express that it's not funny they apologize and then they do it again and they do it over and over again and every time you express that it's not funny and that is actually kind of not okay to do and they apologize and you accept the apology and then they do it again and you're just wondering and you're just your brain it messes with you and they continue doing it and here you are in the middle of the night crying and comparing yourself because all they ever say to you is that your sister is the better version of you she's the prettier skinnier smarter faster my athletic version of you and you just you know that she is all those things and you don't blame her cuz you love her but you blame them for making you feel this way because it hurts because you felt this way before and finally you've managed to get somewhere where you didn't feel like this and then they make these jokes and here you are again back at square one feeling this way.
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This is the vent book.
RandomI don't care who sees this, who reads or whatever. I just want to vent in this book.
