Love Again. (Freen And Becky)

Chapter 1

*Becky's Pov.*

It's been 1 month, one month that me and Freen have been married. I love her, she has been in my heart since the day I saw her, she's so perfect, so loveable. But unfortunately, I am not in her story... and that hurts so much. She wants to divorce me. She already loves someone else. It is such an unbearable path. Every time it aches my heart. I begged her to give me 6 months, I have 5 months left, and there are no improvements. She goes with him always, always picks him.I am starting to give up. It hurts, I just want to start somewhere far, new. I don't even want to come back. It kills me, deep inside so bad.

*Sigh, why am I thinking this now.
* It is a new day, new chance

My phone was ringing. I took my phone and the name made my heart flutter, It  was Freen, seeing her name, made all my thoughts go away except one. I picked my phone up, with a deep breath.

*Hi, Freen

*Hey Becky, when are we going to the date that you planned?

*Oh, I already reserved dinner, so let's meet at 7 pm.

*Sure, but can I ask a favor..?

Hearing that I already know, not again. Every time she does this, it makes me mad, but what can i do?

I chuckle.

*Sure, what is it, Freen?
 
*Can I bring Heng...?

*Sigh*.  Hearing that made my heart ache, every thought came back. What was I hoping? I'm so stupid, So stupid to think That she won't bring him up. Even for a second. But I can't say no. It will hurt her.

*Sure Freen you can bring him..
*Thank you, Becky. I appreciate it.
*No problem, Freen. I will meet you later.
*Mhm, I will meet you later to Becky.

I Hate this, So Annoying. I wanna be somewhere else. I don't want this stupid feeling, but what can I do. I love her, so much I can't bear to hurt her.

As I was thinking about stuff, it was time. I went and took a shower. I came back and put on a black dress, I put on a grey blazer in case it does not feel cold. Then I put on some black shoes and went outside to the place where I was supposed to meet her.

I reached the Place, I saw her standing besides her lover. It Hurts so much, I can't explain how much it hurts. It feels like someone is burning my heart. I brush it away like nothing and walk up to them.

*Hey Freen, oh and nice to meet you Heng.

*Hi, Becky, it is nice to meet you. Heng said as he wrapped his arms around Freens waist.

I was jealous, it felt too uncomfortable watching them.
I smiled like nothing was bothering me.
Like them acting like a married couple didn't bother me.

*Freen Smiles. Let's go Becky.

We go inside, we went to our chairs, and of course Freen will sit next to Heng. I didn't even know how this is called a date.

*We were eating our food, and every time I looked at them, they were feeding each other and everything. It hurts, I can't hold in my tears anymore.

*Excuse me, I am going to the bathroom, I will be back.

*Freen saw something was not ok, but she didn't think much.

I went to the bathroom, and I started crying. Tears after Tears, it can't stop. I can't stop it, I'm sitting in a corner crying. Suddenly, I hear footsteps, I hear a voice, asking where I am.

*Becky! Where are you?

She found me. I stood up and wiped my tears like nothing happened.

*she looks at me, her face was saying. What happened?.

What happened Becky? Freen asked.

* I can't anymore Freen. Is this even a date?.

*Yes it is, Becky

* Wasn't it supposed to be only us?

Freen clearly didn't like hearing that.

*Becky. Not this again, I don't love you for the millionth time. I never did so stop trying.

*It hurts, freen your not even letting me try!. I get that you don't love me but that doesn't mean that your not gonna let me try!. It's getting annoying Freen. Really annoying!.

*Than stop trying. You have to know I don't love you Becky!. I Told you this so many times. Stop trying omg!!.

..... I had no words. I was done. How am I supposed to keep doing this for 6 months. It hurts so much. I'm done.

I took my courage and spoke.

*give me 2 months. I said.

Freen was surprised, she gave me 6 months, but I moved it to 2.

*Freen. Yknow what's funny?. I'm already giving up. I say as I chuckle. It is better to keep it to 2 months. Who knows maybe I will let you go. Even earlier than that. I smiled as I looked into her eyes

Freen looked surprised, she did not expect that. But she smiled. She was happy hearing that. That broke my heart even more.

*that's better than. Freen said.

She was so happy she gave me a hug a Long one. I smiled, I couldn't stop crying. It hurted to much but I can't help but smile when she hugged me. I whispered.

*I love you, remember that.

Freen didn't respond.

I pulled away. And I smiled at her, I was burnt out.

*I shall go now Freen. Have a great time with Heng. But here have my grey blazer, it might be cold. You don't have to give it back. Keep it or throw it away.

Freen stood there. She smiled and said thank you.

I excused myself.

Today was the worst day ever, and I will never forget this. It hurts so much but I cant give up. At least not now. I'm slowly giving up. But I will be strong as much as I can. I love her, I can't live without her.