//why...?//

chapter 4

Of course, Kenma hasn't slept all night again. He's still sitting on his bed, looking and feeling half dead half tortured. Someone knocked at his door. "SHOW ME YOUR SCHOOL THINGS. NOW." "Mom..." "Stop with this shit. Show me now." Kenma walked to the door. "Mom...I forgot them...I am sick." "Ah yea, sick. I totallt believe you." She slapped him across his face. "Why did I give birth to you again?" She loudly slammed the door and walked away. "Sorry mom..." Kenma wiped away something from his lips. He was bleeding. "That's fucking child abuse", he thought. Slowly, he reached for his phone to call Kuroo. His hands were shaking. Kuroo took the call.
"Kenma? What do you want?"
"HELP ME with school stuff."
"But it's easy? And I wanted to meet Tsukki since it's Saturday and go out eating ice cream if ya know what I mean-"
"Kuroo. Stop it. I need your help."
"Okay okay man, calm down. I'll be there soon. Don't do anything stupid to yourself. Like cutting or something. That's just dumb. Well, cya."
"Bye."
Kenma ended the call. Tears ran down his cheeks. Shortly after, Kuroo entered the room.
"Hey Kenma. What can I help you with?" Kenma starred at him with red eyes from crying and blood smeared all over his face. "Oh my lord. I told you not to self harm, Ken Ken. Please once do as you're told." "Not my fault. She... she hit me." Kenma's voice was shaky. "Damn. Should I sign you up to a mental hospital? They'll give you food there too. You're literally skin and bones." "I'm disgusting...", he whimpered. "Calm down. Breathe in, one, two, three, and out, one, two, three. Good job." Even after the breathing exercises, Kenma still felt like someone shot him in the heart. "I'll go and meet Tsukki now. He's already waiting. Bye, Kenma!" Kuroo stood up to leave Kenma's room. "Wait. Help me out. Of this house. And of the chaos in my brain. Please", Kenma said. "I'll sign you in to a psychiatry. There you might learn how to deal with your own shit." With those words, Kuroo left the room. "Damn", he thought, "dude really left me alone for salty boy." He turned off the light, put on his headphones and started playing Valo with his online mates. "Hey mate! I've texted you over Discord, you didn't answer though. You okay bro?", someone in the call asked. "Yea. Totally fine", Kenma responded. "You don't sound like it", some other guy said. "Shut the fuck up. You all don't get it. You'll never get it", Kenma shouted. "Look what you've done", someone else said. Everyone was silent after this and they continued to play.

The last bit was defineyly not grammatical correct, but who cares lol