It's been a long time since I have written in this book.A lot has happened so many things have happened.I have grown a lot and I have learned a lot.I would write in this book to try to make myself feel better to let out my anger and sadness in me.That's not me anymore I have changed a lot according to my friends and family.I have learned that being angry and sad does not really help me and having enemies does not matter what happens.People will hate you and judge you for how you are.At this point I say fuck it and I just do what I want to do.But we should catch up I have lost friends I have cut toxic people out of my life.Besides all that I have made many memories and friendships and loved people. I remember complaining about everything in this book like about how my friends and family treated me the thought in my head and how I didn't had some with me in a romantic way.Let's see I have made friends that care about me and have helped me through a lot I have made things right with my family so we get along now which is great and I have boyfriend.My friends have loved me through my bad decisions and have supported for dumb decisions.My family and I have been getting along and we been able to hang out with getting into fights so we are making progress.I have a boyfriend it still surprises me that I was able to get a boyfriend but I am glad I found a guy that treats me right and he makes me feel like a queen i been extremely happy since I have met him and I don't regret it.I guess people change things happen and change it's for the better at times. Well that's it I just felt like I should write again and talk about what's been going so until then stay happy and healthy.
