Not one......Not two.....
But a river of tears I cry for you.
Smiling on the outside,
Screaming on the inside,
My suffering cannot be denied...
Even when happy thoughts begin,
The war still rages within,
My hearts becoming thin,
Still being able to love and care,
How can I? When the one I love isn't there...
I know my intentions,
And everybody has their desires.
I'm waiting for the soldiers to take their aim,
Before I know it...the first gun fires...
Straight into my heart,
Tearing me apart.
How did I get here?
That distance was just so far,
So I thought, now my death is near.
I put my hand on my chest,
Blood's pouring over my hand...
But this isn't the end of my quest,
Now I've found the strenght to stand.
I bend down and pick up my gun,
I cannot stop until this battle is won.
Every few minutes I fell to my knees,
But I had to destroy my enemies.
Barely able to move,
The wound in my heart I was unable to soothe.
I knew I wouldnt last long,
But I had to be strong,
If I gave up,
The war would've happened for nothing,
So I'm keeping my head up,
I don't want the person I'm fighting for suffering.
As the war rages on and almost won,
The last enemy is defeated and victory is done.
I finally collapse,
The doctor rushes, on my heart she sees the gaps,
She asks me who I am and I told her,
I am The Soldier.