2AM thoughts #1

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There are people out there falling in love for the first time, having their hearts broken by that guy, moving on, and falling in love once again.
But guess whattt? I never did any of that. Whyyy? Because my inferiority complex never let me. Or the people around me just thought that I'm a bit too dark-complexioned and petite to be loved.
Heartbroken because of a boy?? Psstt never did that!!
Stayed heartbroken because you were never loved??? Been there, done that!

Oh well, what can a girl really do in a society as such?
Cry herself to sleep? Did that.
Talk to your mom about it? Yeah only to listen and get judged that you are never going to be pretty if I continue to live as such.
Talk to your friends? Well, they are all pretty and do not and will not understand my situation. Forget talking to a boy about such problems.
So what could I really do??
Loved myself?? Well, that's the least I could do.
What I did do or still do?? Wait for that perfect love, who loves me like no one, though I know that is never gonna happen.
Can a girl not dream??

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