My brothers bestfriend (A.M fanfiction) [EDITING]

Chapter 33

"Where are you?!" He yells.
I can hear him knocking things over downstairs
. Things breaking.
Things being flung across the room.
Finally the voices stopped.
So I thought.
All I could hear was footsteps coming up the stairs.
I try to control my breathing as he finally reaches the top. I see his shadow from under the door.
I cover my mouth so my breathing wasn't heard.
Tears escape my eyes as soon as he stops.
Suddenly the door handle turns slightly and there he is.
Staring at me with those evil eyes.
I hug my knees even tighter, scared of what he'll do to me.

"Oh kitten. You know I hate when you hide from me." He shakes his head and bends down. He reaches his hand out to touch me but I back away into the corner.

"Don't back away from me! Now get your ass up and go to the bedroom now.
If you disobey me again I'll snap your little petite throat" I do as he says and practically run out of the closet.
He pushes me against the wall and forces himself on me.
I whimper and he tells me to 'shut up' but I can't quiet down. My heart was racing so fast ...I was so scared.

"Please don't... please don't do this to me." I cry out.

"I said to shut the fuck up!" His raw voice, brutal against my ear as he raises his hand to slap me across my face.
A burning sting spread all across my left cheek.

"You've been a bad girl. Now here's your punishment"
He says with an evil smirk as one of his hands caresses my cheek as the other slowly makes it's way down to the hem of my jeans.
The pounding sound of my heart reached inside my ears, I tried to scream.
I struggled against him, shooting my right leg out but my movements were far too slow.
Hands moving from my waist, the evil man who hovered above me seized my arms, trapping them to my side.
He pushed me roughly further into the room, the agile gesture causing me to stumble almost falling flat on my face on the bed.
I tried to open my mouth, but it was impossible.
I was unable to utter a sound - in fact, to my horror I found myself paralysed and unable to move.

Finally after what seemed an eternity, but was probably no more than a few minutes, I found myself able to move again as I felt someone shake me.
My breathe got stuck into my throat.

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed, able to speak.

"Well that's no way to greet your cousin!" A voice said as there figure hovered over sweaty body.
My eyes shot up as my breathing became short.
But heavy.

"Are you okay cuddle muffin?"the voice said

"Cookie Monster" I whispered more of a question

"The one and only , cuddle muffin"
She shrieked as she pulled me into a bone crushing hug while I inhaled the familiar scent of coco butter.

"I've missed you so much" I mumbled against her arm

"Who wouldn't miss me"
It was dark but I knew she had a smug smirk plastered on her face.
I just rolled my eyes.

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"Auntie!"

"Aw Luna - Adrianna Campbell you look beautiful" my mom said as she embraced my cousin into a big hug.

"You've both grow" a voice said behind me

"Moma!" me and Luna screamed in unison as we run up to her and give her.

"Long time nuh see" my moma gleamed down at us as she's separated from the hug
Her face , somewhat luminous had a tawny beige to it.
Her hair was the colour of dark chocolate as it cascaded like a waterfall in tight ringlets resting on her shoulders.
Her eyes were the color of diamonds.
They were so pale, one could easily mistake them for white.
Though if you looked deeply into them it would become clear that they were not white but a pale blue.
They looked as if they had seen too much pain and suffering.
Her eyes frightened the people that gazed upon them because they were the same old eyes that hid in the deep folds of her secrets, they are blank yet still stunning.
Perfect, icy white teeth and beige pink lips ; the top was almost as thick as the bottom.
As she wore a sleeveless sheath with a metallic skirt and to finish the look a creamy cardigan.

"You look beautiful moma!"
I admire her flawless skin.

"You best have done well in your finals"
She exclaimed with a blank facial expression.
"Straight A's which is good since I've graduated now and looking for a college to go to"

"Smart baby!"
She indulged me in a hug while kissing my face all over, I just giggled before she turned her attention to Luna.

"What you doing? Are you doing well in school"

"Course moma straight A's ...and I'm already applying to Yale.
Yuh nuh have to fret"

"Yuh pickney are someting else" Moma walked to the living room.

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The whole morning I introduced my moma and cousin luna to the 'crew' and moma interrogating Robert about his school grades.

"It's good having moma back"
Robert drank his water while rolling his eyes due to Moma cussing him for getting some 'C's , two D's'but the rest she's proud with as he got 'B's'.

"I know and with luna too...god I missed that girl"

"Yeah you and me both but I don't miss those stupid nicknames you gave each other"
Once again he rolled his eyes.

"Hey! there not stupid Roberto!" Luna said making Robert jump startled by her unknown presences
"Whatever" he murmurs

"You wuv us really Robert"

"Luna yuh something else"

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The Images of my dream from earlier flashed throughout my head all at once.
As I pull the covers over me I lowered my body into a laying position and stared at the ceiling.
Why me? Why does the dreams come back now?
The bed sunk down slightly.

"So what was that all about earlier when I came upstairs to wake you up and you freaked out on me ...all day I've been meaning to ask you" luna crawls towards me getting comfortable before she hugs onto my waist.

"I dreamt about ...about him"
I closed my eyes preventing tears from slipping.

"Why are you having dreams about him? His been dead for years"
I could tell she was furrowing her eyebrows in confusion but mainly in worry.
I took a deep breath.

"I don't exactly know why I -I just have dreams about him ...and it hurts
Repeating the trauma in my head and having to experience it...I can't even go through that pain mentally again.
I'm scared ...I'm scared to sleep...I don't like Austin touching me too much I don't want him thinking I'm disgusted by him but sometimes I'm not comfortable.
I mean we did have had sex but only once before the whole dreams came flashing back"

"Woah ...woah ...woahh! Who's Austin! and you had sex...when!"
Fuck my lifeeeee.
She's like a guy when your mad and send him a long paragraph but he only replies to the irrelevant bits.
Huh smh.

"Shush ....Austin is Roberts bestfriend and also my boyfriend you need to shut up because your the only one who knows about me and Austin having sex" I whispered-yelled.
Me and my big mouth.
I only gone and told her I had sex.

"So I'm the only one who knows?"
She whispers but for some reason I can hint some eagerness and mischief.

"Yes ...that's why I just said your the only one who knows!" I repeated myself whilst rolling my eyes.
"How many times-" she said but was cut off
"Once!...now drop it! I -I just don't want to feel this way like- ...like I can't ever make love with him without feeling disgusted and dirty...the first time I never felt this way but now-"
"But now it feels weird"
Luna finishing my sentence.
I just nod my head as I snuggle into the crook of her neck.

"It's going to be fine as long as cookie monsters around ...your safe!" She kisses the top of my head.

"Thank you ...so much"

"Anything for my cuddle muffin" She giggled.

"Night cookie monster"

"Night cuddle muffin"

Then everything went black again ....

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