My Internal Thoughts

I'm not the only one...

 I was walking down a dark ally in the night. Normally I wouldn't be scared of coming here, but something was different about tonight for some reason. I wasn't cold nor was I feeling sick but something felt off. I then looked up at the moon, it was beautiful different shades of blue were colliding with each other, the stars were a glow and the towns people were asleep safe in their houses. So why was I feeling unsure about this time?  

It was normal for spies to walk down dark alleys to get information about assignments. So why? Why am I like this? What is this feeling? And no one was following me. I should know, if it were Mimi and Love finding me walking down this alley they would be mad that I would even think about going this way. However, I didn't tell them all about my job. In fact I didn't tell them about most things I do on my missions. I didn't even tell them that my boss is business partners with Killua's family. Although I'm pretty sure that both of us just stayed silent about the whole thing. 

    When I was walking through the alley I saw a shadow creep up behind me. I soon stopped in my tracts and turned around. The person who was behind me was Illumi, Killua's older brother and third best trained assassin in the world. We would normally fight  just for training but this time things were different. This time Illumi gave me a piece of paper and just walked away without saying anything. It was strange for him not to talk but then again he is supposed to be quiet. Its in his nature to be, like every assassin and spy should.  

I took this note and thought that this was my next mission. I carefully opened the letter to find out that it was not a mission but another letter from my ass-hole of a boss saying that I was supposed to come back to hide out again. I then sighed at the miss-leading note and crumbled it in my hands then tossed it aside without giving a care in the world. 

     "The boss should know better by now that I have no intention of coming back there." "After all why would I want to be co-workers with that perverted clown, and business partners with the Zoldyck family anyway." I quickly ran to the hotel but before I could get in I felt like someone was gazing upon me. It was strange, I then threw a knife in the person's direction that I stowed away in my bag just in case any intruders appeared. When the knife was out of sight I looked towards where the weapon was thrown. 

     "Hey, if you came to kill me. Think of a better way of doing it alright." "I bet it's a newbie behind this." I thought to myself as I walked over to retrieve my knife. "Ever since I became one of the boss's head spies people have always made an attempt to kill me to get money out of my boss. This is just ridiculous."  

I picked up the knife and soon  felt a sharp pain in my left eye. The pain was so intense I had to cover it while I kneeled down on both knees struggling to maintain my balance on the hard ground. "ARGH!!! What is this feeling?!" I thought. I started to breathe heavily, hyperventilating even, "This...isn't..... ....No...I-...I have to get back to the hotel.." 

Akira started to stand and run to the hotel. When she got in she didn't go to her friends, she went straight to her room and locked the door. To be left alone for the night. 

       Exhausted, I fell onto my bed with my hands covering my dark grey eyes. However, when I turned my head to face the mirror. Both of my eyes were the shade of rubies. "...I thought...I had more time." I then felt my eye lids getting heavy and fell asleep.