IN LOVE WITH MY NEW SECRETARY.

secrets and past truma 2

(03:45 am thai time )

Can wakes up and finds himself in erans room but his not there , he turns the lights on and goes out to the living room but his not there either , he opens the door and climbs the stairs along the side of the wall going upstairs , he usually enjoyed being alone if something was bothering him so much that he didn't want can to see him shaken .

Eran! E where are..eran can said the third time looking at the brother who was lining against the wall in the dem light of the rooftop clearly crying silently.

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Eran: can please go back to bed ..i promise am fine i don't want you to see your brother in this state

Eran , whats going on..why are there so many secrets these days , i thought you told me everything....please don't push me away you're hurting me too

Eran finally let out a loud cry , opening his arms for can , who hugged him tighter, crying underneath his shirt

Eran: i love you so much can , you are my beginning and my end , there is noone on this earth that can ever come into my life that will be more important, not even tul can ever take your place

Can: then why are you acting like this...eran whats going on?

Eran: am so sorry for making you worry baby brother, i guess there is so much of my past that has been coming at me from so many angles i feel like am going to explode

Can: but am here for you , i know i can't understand all you have been through or your problem but you have always been there for me all your life why can't you let me be there for you .

Eran held can tighter and kissed his forhead .

Eran: i have always babied you and protected you all my life , i lost truck of the fact that you're now a fully grown little man.

Can: are you calling me a little man , am not even that tiny , eran

Eran: tin called tul while we were going through some work documents actually he texted

Can: did my boss say something to you

Listen eran said kissing his head and holding him tighter since it was a bit chilly on the rooftop

he told tul to rush home because something urgent had come up , we got to his home but he was not there , after his staff had explained we rushed to the hospital ..eran narrated the whole story to can

Can: so you run out and went out when you saw this thana person laying in the hospital bed , who is thana i have never heard you mention their name .

Eran: i didn't want to talk about this ever baby boy thats why i never brought it , it was a painful past memory i never ever wanted to remember.

Can: what happened between you and p'tin and why were you both crying because of one person.

Eran: tin was my best friend, we even grew up together we were almost like family thats why it broke my heart when he betrayed me ...and...and...he stood...there ...in that...hallway ....telling me...he never meant to hurt me after all these years ...dem it can he had the boss to say he was protecting me !!!! By what !! By going out with the only person i ever loved besides you .

Can: but why did this person come after all these years ,and why was my p'tin there .

Listen to me brother , i don't know about your history with my boss or ohm or what you three went throughbut there must be a reason this person poped up after so many reason years, did you atleast give him a chance to explain ..everything

Eran: stormed out i was so furious i didn't want to hear anything he had to say or be reminded of a past i had burried never to be remembered

Can: not everything stays burried forever dear brother , there comes a time when we must confront certain pasts in order to free ourselves from them .

Cry if you want to cry i won't bother you , but i think you 3 or 4 need to sit down and talk about everything that happened and understand why this person decided to even show up after so many years .

Am going to bed , i have another busy day tomorrow, don't stay up too late okay , i love you .

Eran: i love you too my tiny hairball.

Can left the brother , and went back inside the house and found ohm awake standing in the livingroom .

Ohm: hey baby ...is everything okay ..why are you up so late..

Can: everything is fine ohm , was just keeping eran company for a bit , he couldn't sleep..lets go can i sleep in your room we have our last shoot tomorrow, i might miss my alarm if i sleep alone

Ohm: lets go , i need to ask you about that little tiny cute friend of yours ..

Can: you don't want to try there , i just started my full time job i don't feel like a attending funerals.

Ohm: can't be that bad

Can: his dad is a general in the army , his 2 brothers are the head chief of police in thailand.

(Jin and good)

jin !! He called for the third time when he finally jumped out of his trance

Can: are you okay , you've been distracted since we came back is everything okay

everything is fine baby ,sorry just thinking about work, thanks for the warm milk , come sit here jin said to his boyfriend pointing on his laps

I hope so , cause you seen prettydistracted since we got back home good said runing his hands in the back of the head of jin who put hos glasd of milk down and pulled him closer , letting out a relaxed groan.

He lifted good up and put him on the table and stood in the middle about to kiss him when good pushed away

Good: i think we should save this for tomorrow, we still need to get up for the photo shoot .

Jin smiled and kissed his checks , come on lets go, baby am sorry i can't stay for the weekend, my parents want me for some work matters that are uregnt he lied , his heart full of hatred for himself because he didn't know how he would react to am going to south korea cause my parents want to ser me up with a wife...

Good: its okay am not selfish i know you have alot of work and responsibilities. Ill be spending my time with can and my dear reckless brothers