Falling for a Ghost (Simon 'Ghost' Riley X Fem Reader)

Dire Stakes

(AN: Warning talk of stuff that may offened people sorry in advance! Love you all thanks so much or reading my story!!)

2 weeks later 

I was finally healed to where they let me out and I could work out again they also cleared me to go back on missions. Makarov has tired to go back under ground but the Ghost's made sure that didn't happen as I go to talk to Price.

"So did we find out what he wanted me for?" I ask Price as I find him in the meeting room talking to Marrick. "Yes we did. He wants you for killing Shepherd as he was his inside guy in the U.S." Price says back. "So he has no idea about Simon and I yet?" 

Price shakes his head no at me and I ask, "So what's the plan?" I notice everyone is here now as I can tell something is wrong as Simon wraps me in a hug from behind holding me like I was about to leave him. I look to everyone then to Simon as I ask, "Price? What is it?" 

"Seal Team 9 is on thier way here with Alex and we are putting a tracker in you like the Ghost's have." I turn my head at him as I think for a second, "So since he wants me....you want me to let them take me so we can find him as they will take me to Makarov?" I ask as my body goes stiff I think over the plan they have come up with. 

"Yes..."Price says as I can hear the sadness in his voice and I turn to look at Simon with a look asking if he's ok with this. "It was my idea." He says as he tightes his grip on me and I put my head in his chest trying to calm myself down. 

"When do I need to leave by?" I ask Price without moving my head from his chest as I start to feel my body relax into Simon. "Well I would like to give you more time to be at 100% as I have a feeling you will need to be at full strength when we let them take you. So another week if need be tell you feel you are ready to go." 

I just nod my head yes as I leave the room and just walk at frist tell I get to the track they had and start running. I can feel my shoulder protesting at the movement, but I kept going anyway as the more pain I'm in before I go in there my body wouldn't break. 

I liked pain it never really fazed me as I felt the pain made me human when I see Simon has come to find me. I stop running as I get to him and he pulls me into a hug, "I don't want this to happen, but I know it needs to. Say what ever you have to......make sure your still alive when I get to you." He says as I hug him back then I step back to look at his face as I can tell how much pain this brings him.

"I can do this baby like I've told Price we are trained not to break......I've been broken down twice now by losing my mom and dad. Then I lost my team and brothers......Life has tried to break me and I wouldn't let it. Yes I'm stronger with you as you bring me the peace I need, but I know they will break me at some point.....everyone does." 

He puts both hands on my face as he looks me in the eye's, "I never broke no matter how hard that asshole tried. Keep me in your mind and I promise he wont break you. I also want you to know that he will use you as in make you do things you don't wanna do so know I will not hold anything aganist you." I knew what he meant by that as I couldn't stop my body from shurddering at the thought of being raped.

He pulls me closer to him and then picks me up taking me back to are room he lays down with me on top of him. I just lay there cuddling into his chest tell I move to look up at him I also move one hand and put it in his hair. 

"My only fear is he does break me and turns me against you....." I bearly whisper as he puts one hand on my face. "No matter what he does to you love I know you wouldn't turn on me....what do you see when you look at me?" He asks me as he lightly strokes my face with his thumb.

"The love of my life.....someone I can always trust." I say then he pulls me up so he can kiss me and I kiss him back. "See you would never hurt me because no matter how far you push the real you down you will always know I'd never hurt you. You just need to use your love for me as your armor and he will never have a chance to break you." He says when he pulls back.