Falling for a Ghost (Simon 'Ghost' Riley X Fem Reader)

My Love

(AN: Talk of PTSD sorry if this triggers anyone!!! Love you all thanks so much for reading!!!)

I laugh at him as I stand to my full height in front of him and then I say, "You signed your death warrant with what you did to him." I nod my head at Simon then say, "As you know the Reaper is the one that fills that contact so enjoy hell." I say as I pull the trigger shoting him in the head with out fliching or a second thought, but I put three in his heart just to be sure as I let the gun fall to the floor.

I take an uneasy step back as my legs start to shake now that I knew I was safe and I finally let myself feel the pain. I let out a scream as I fall to my knees I feel Simon is right next to me pulling me to him as I put my head on his chest and cry. 

He doesn't say anything as he just holds me for a little bit tell I stop crying and then he brings us both to are feet. "I missed you my love," I say quietly as he hands me an extra M4 that he was carrying then Johnny hands me my pistol I left behind and I give Johnny a smile.

"I missed you to love....now lets get you home. Yeah?" He says as he pulls me behind him as Johnny moves to my six and we all make are way out of the building. When we get back to the plane they took to get here I go staright up to Konig and give him a hug. He doesn't reponded right away but gives me a hug back and I step back to say, "I knew bring you was a good idea. Your inside guy really helpped me out back there." 

He gives me a smile and says, "I had a felling that they would get one of us when I found out who you were going after next." I walk over to Simon and sit down next to him as Trent comes over to take care of my legs as they were all bloodly. I grab Simon's hand as he cleans my legs off I wince at the burning I start to feel. 

"Sorry Ash but I need to clean them before it becomes infected sorry if I hurt you." Trent says as he pushed a little harder to get the one's that had started to heal. I just give him a smile before I put my head on Simon's shoudler and let my body go numb again. 

When Trent is done he had to stich up some of them I get up and I have to have Simon's help change my pants. I wrap my legs before I put the new pair of pants on when Simon hands me a rag to whip my arms and face. "I may be a little broken so please go easy on me for a little bit." 

I say as we sit back down and I move to being on his lap letting my body relax into his as I feel like I wanna cry again. I let myself as I knew no one here would think less of me for what I just went through. The crying had stopped, but my body was still shaking as Simon picks me up in his arms and takes me to are room. 

He knew what I needed and that wasn't to be takin to medical I needed to be with him and just him. He sets me on my feet then helps me take my clothes off as he grabs me one of his hoddies to put on. I smile when his smell hits me as I hug myself while he gets undressed giving me a small laugh. 

I wait for him the lay down first then I move to snuggle into his side while laying my head on his chest just over his heart. I fully let my body relax into his I start to feel my body ache from the pain I was in as I ask, "Can you go get me something for the pain please love?" 

He doesn't say anything back as he gets up and puts a shirt and sweats on as he leaves. I don't move an inch tell he gets back as I see he went and got Trent. I smile at Trent as he asks, "How bad on a 1-10 scale and please don't lie I need to know how much to give you." 

He says as Simon helps me sit on the edge of the bed, "If I'm being honest 15......everything hurts." I say as I feel Simon hold me tighter I knew he hated seeing me in pain as Trent takes out a needle and puts the meds in it. "I know you need time to heal, but go to medical when you wake up." Trent says as he puts the neddle in my arm and pushing it in.