Chapter One

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— Violet —


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My eyes flutter open as I flip over to shut off my alarm. How is it 6:30am already? I swear my sleep gets cut short everyday somehow.  I sigh as I stand from my bed the cold laminate floor touches my feet on my way to the bathroom.
I never understood why I have to GO to school, why can't I be online? I don't like people, teachers, sunlight. Really anything. The outside world is scary, super scary and there are too many unknowns. I think that's just my anxiety telling me to never adventure into the outdoors but honestly I agree completely, wait obviously I would agree because it's my head. Man I really do feel stupid sometimes.
Brushing the hair out of my face I throw my hair up into a pony. I love baggy clothes, not just any baggy clothes EXTRA baggy. Leggings and giant sweatshirts are my go to.
Making my way to my door I'm sure to grab my earbuds and backpack.

"Mother I'm goin to school"
"Alright sweetie, I'll be working late tonight so don't forget your key"

She always says that like I don't have it latched onto my bag. I try hard not to forget things, but it's not really my strong suit.
The fall air enters my lungs as I walk out the door, I love fall. The golden and orange leaves, the smell, the pictures you can get. It's all around awesome.
I hate that I have such a far walk to get to a place I don't even want to be. I have way too many songs to choose from, honestly I'm in the mood for some Ghost. "Life eternal" begins to play as I fade into my happy space. In my head I can be and do whatever I want, out there I can't.

People walk past as the school finally comes into view. Hate that place so much.
Before I could process what's happening I'm grabbed and shoved into a van.

"No please, please let me go"
Begging seems to piss them off.
"Shut up" he slaps me across the face
"Don't harm her Carlos boss won't be happy"
"I can do what I want hell take anything he can get"

Why is this happening to me?

"Please let me go" I cry the tears rushing down my face. Tear I wish weren't there.
"I said shut up"
He fist connects to my face and everything goes black.

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Where am I?
It's so cold.
My eyes flutter open, greeted with a bright surgical light.
"What're you gonna do to her"
"Whatever the hell I want"

I shift my head to the side, a man with short black hair comes into view. "Carlos I'm being serious man you're gonna cut our chances if you do this" he said crossing his arms.
The walls are cement blocks, there are trays of equipment everywhere.
"Shut up Zayn"
Carlos comes into my view, he has a large scar from the end of his eyebrow down to his lip. His hair is brown and curly and his eyes are dark.
He reaches over and grabs a scalpel from the tray next to the metal table im strapped down to.
I pull my hands and legs, "no no please"
He drags the scalpel slowly across my stomach.
A scream escaped from my mouth, the pain in indescribable.
"Please help me someone" I scream. He continues dragging it across my body

"Shut up" his hand connects with my face again I can feel the bruise forming
He throws the bloody scalpel aside and grabs a pair of pliers

I struggle again trying to free myself
"Why why are you doing this"

"Carlos that's enough man"
Carlos shakes his head and holds my hand down
"Carlos fucking stop dude"
"What do you wanna turn?"
"No, do you not realize who she's going to. You'll be a dead man"
Carlos scoffs in response and throws the pliers aside

"I'll do what I want"
He rips my underwear off and begins to unbuckle his pants

"No no no no"

"Shut up bitch" he grabs my throat the air can't enter my body
He forces himself into me, tears fall from my eyes.
Over and over again.
Please. I can't breathe. It hurts.

The light slowly fades from my eyes as I pass out once again.

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