𝐀 𝐓𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐎𝐟 𝐈𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 | 𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠

❥𝑻𝑾𝑬𝑵𝑻𝒀 𝑺𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑵

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Reaching for the cream that she left on the counter top, I walked closer to her back. Leaving just an inch between us. I tried not to think of the fact that she was half naked, and how small her body was compared to mine. I could practically wrap my hand around her waist. Or maybe I was the tall one.

I uncapped the cream and applied a little bit on the top of my palm. The room was quiet, only thing I could hear was her breathing and the sound of droplets falling into the bathtub. I placed my hands on top of her shoulders and straightened her up. I felt her body stilled at my touch and she hissed a breath.

''Be careful please, I have spine problems.'' She whispered. I nodded, knowing she couldn't see my answer. I was an Idiot. I didn't think about that, even tough she obviously asked me to help her because she was in pain. I wasn't thinking of why she asked me to apply the lotion on her. I looked down at her back, searching for bruises or evidences of her pain.

My brows furrowed in confusion. I couldn't help the shock look on my face as I look down at her. She had deep scars on the side of her lower back, and I was surprised I didn't noticed it sooner. My heart aches seeing this. They were obviously self-harm scars.

She also had some on her upper arm. They didn't look recent, those were old ones. Relief washes through my whole body.

''What are you waiting for? I did not asked you to help me for you to stare at me the whole damn time.'' She turned her head and I swear I saw her eyes widened at how close we were. She was acting shy as if we didn't practically fuck. A smirk was now forming on my face as I licked my lips. ''My bad.'' I said, I know it wasn't the best response but I hope she knew I wasn't judging her. I knew nothing about her past.

I put what seemed like a spoon of cream on my hand and applied the lotion all over her spine. She was breathing loudly and I could tell it was hurting her. I tried being as gentle as I could but I felt my heart clench for some reason. I didn't like seeing her hurt, it broke me.

Once I was done, I could hear her sniffing. I didn't think she was in so much pain. I lowered my body close to her head and left small kisses all over her collarbone. I held her hips and let my head rest on her shoulders. I let my finger trace small circles on her skin as I felt her body relax against me. She didn't refused the contact which allowed me to stay in my position.

She let her head fall to the side, next to mine. She put her hands on mine and held them strongly, as if she was trying to keep me from letting her go. ''You're confusing me, so fucking much.'' She whispers to herself. Unfortunately, I heard her. I could smell her sweet vanilla and coconut scent was distracting me and driving me crazy at the same time.

''What do you mean?'' I asked her. How was I confusing her? What is she even talking about. ''This. Us, what we're doing right now.'' She trailed off. I knew what she was talking about and I think now is the best time to sort things out. We obviously both feel a connection between us and we had the worst start possible.

She tried to remove her head from next to mine and that was the moment I realized something. She turned around to face me and i hated the lost of her touch.

''Yeah, and I'm tired of it too.'' I said confidently. ''huh?'' She exclaimed. She looked at me with a confused expression and I smiled at how cute that was. I bent down and grabbed the back of her thighs before swinging her on my shoulder.

She let out a yelp as I exited the bathroom. I walked to my bed and laid her softly on my bed, I knew she was hurt. Her eyes widened as she laid in a star position. ''You're so fucking cute, angel.'' I laughed. Her cheeks turned red and I could see her bit her lips.

I sat at the end of the bed and looked at the desk next in front of me. She turned her body so she was next to me, but laying down. I took her ankle and let them on my lap. The room was tranquil, and I felt comfortable. I sighed and turned my head to the side, looking at her.

''I don't know why my heart is racing right now.'' I admit. I had trouble talking about my emotions and admitting how I felt, but with her, it was as easy as breathing. I wasn't scared, I just hated showing my weakness. She was my weakness.

I was now looking at the nude acrylics on her toes. She was always so clean and impeccable. I couldn't find a single flaw now matter how much I tried. She remained silent, listening to what I was saying. '' I can't find a single thing wrong with you. I've never felt that way for anyone before.'' I sighed. ''I know I may not be the perfect kind and smart guy.''

''I know I've hurt you before and trust me I regret it with my whole damn life.'' My hands were going up and down her smooth legs. I hope I wasn't talking all that for her to not care because my heart will be completely broken. I might turn gay if she reject me for real.

''If I could take back all the things I've said and done to you, I promise you I would. I can't think of anything else except you and only you. My head is a mess right now and fuck, the memories of you moaning my name will hunt me forever.'' I explained. Her cheeks reddened and I let go of her feet and place my hands on both sides of her head. She looked at me with something in her eyes I couldn't understand.

Her long shiny hair fell on the pillow, as her angelic face looked at me in confusion.

''My little angel.'' I said before l leaned my face towards her. With only a couple inches separating us, I could feel her warm minty breath on my lips. I lick my lips and let my eyes fall on hers. She looked fucking gorgeous right now and I wanted to-

''Fuck, I've been waiting for this moment.'' She breathed as she smashed her lips against mines. My heart fluttered as she took control.

She's fucking mine.

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hey pooks , I KNOW, I KNOW, I'm sorry for the long wait :((((

ANYWAYS, hope u enjoyed this chapter......