Well you know every school has one of those really shy, quiet, lonely girls who sits at the back of the class. Yeh well that me. I don't no why I bother with school to be honest it's not like I have anyone anymore. I used to have a great group of friends and talk to just about everyone but now nothing. It all stopped in year 8 my second year of senior school. I went through tough times at home, my mum and dad split and my mum lost just about everything, except me. From then on me and my friends drifted apart and now it's like they never knew me. I now spend my breaks and lunches walking around alone. People walk by shouting horrible things to me. Sometimes I just let it go and try to forget about it, but most of the time it really gets to me. I go home and harm myself because I feel useless and unwanted. My mam takes me to this group but I really don't like it there. Just like school I don't interact with anyone. We get asked to do group work but I just sit on a chair, hands in my sweater, starring at the ground. But like any teenage girl I do have a huge crush on this one boy in my class. He has the blondest hair and shining blue eyes. However he probably doesn't even no I exist, I'm probably invisible to him. When I hear his voice I get butterfly's and his laugh is the only thing that makes me smile. All the girls are after him, I just wish I could be the one for him.
It's a Monday which means school. I really don't want to go. I could pretend to be sick but I've tried that to many times, so I think my mam knows by now. I got out bed put on pair of black jeans, a black vest top and a oversized jumper. I threw my hair up in a messy bun. I don't wear makeup it just not me. I grab my backpack and head out the door. I walk to school as it's just down the road. I put my head phones to block of the world for about 5 mins.
I reach school and walk through the doors. I swear I'm invisible nobody sees me and I'm bumped all over the place. I'm in school for about 15 mins walking around, when the bell goes. I have maths first so I walk to class, I walk in and sit at the back. I get out my books and place them on the table. Then he walks in. Reece Bibby!
