Weaving through crowds in the ice I'm a scar
Feeling so weak as you stand where you are
With small storms the air is sound
Little earthquakes tremble the ground
Reminded of reality but I think like a dream
Invisible smile while my body screams
Watching my shadow from the corner of your eye
Trying to be calm while steel rains from the sky
All burnt in my face and gone deep in the skin
No one detects the pain that I'm in
Mindless talk, I seem fine
Talking about their lives while ignoring mine
I don't mean whatever I say
Cause my mind is an ocean drifting away
Utter nonsense and convincing lies
Locked in paradise with your green eyes
To myself they don't know
I open my heart and let it all flow
Regret, hatred, what I remember
I should've done something back in September
#to the one I love
