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"Yeah thanks" I said walking in with Jupiter plopping down on the seat infront of the desk.
Councilor Si and Am slightly glared at me and then back at Jupiter
"Miss Embers you know you can't have you feline in here right?" Si said looking at me like I'm slightly stupid...
"Oh but my companion is here for emotional support" I said in a sarcastic helpless little girl voice.
"You know you can only need emotional support if you actually tell us something right" Am said looking at me with an annoyed complexion.
"You know you can actually ask me a question about my mental health so I can actually tell you something right" I said slightly rude well looking her up and down...
"This isn't 20 question miss Embers, it's just not how we run things here" Si said looking down at his notes.
"OK I tell you what... I'll tell you my entire life story... but In return my cat stays and you answer all my questions. Deal?"
The twins looked at each other then looked at me and my cat.
"What's in it for us to know your whole life story miss Embers.. we'd actually not care about your life even if we were key features.... " Am said looking at me with a devilish glare
"Well councilor Am if you don't remember correctly the Sector's board wants a full report on my mental health every six months... it's been six months and all you have on that report is my excellent negotiation skills. To the Board it might seen that you aren't doing your job. I would hate for you two to get thrown out as quickly as you came in. I help you ,you help me we." I said looking at her with a devilish glare of my own
The twins looked at each other then then back at me. "We agree to your terms but you should know that's not the only thing we have on you miss Embers. We also have arrogant, rude, and social anxiety, and you even talking to us right now is a step of personal growth that we can also put on our report. You suffer from mental and physical abuse and mental and physical self harm... you also push your body past its physical limits witch means you either have a real fighting spirit or severe anger issues... and if it's both you have literally no idea how to deal with your emotions in a non violent way."
Yup that's what you can expect from the best brain specialist on planet.. for the last 6 months I've done nothing but walk in and sit here and they know that much already
"And yet you have no idea what to put in your rapport because you have no idea what happened" I said trying to not let them see that they struck a few nerves....
"So do we have a deal?" I said making deep eye contact.
The two nodded simultaneously the sat back in their chairs.
"First off when I was born my mother took one look at me and decided to run away while my dad was nowhere to be found. I never knew my mother and well my father just wasn't around much either. When all the other kids saw their parents one day a month I got to see mine well never... other than dad coming round once every 2 years whenever he can remember my birthday. I practically had to raise myself here. Then all of kindergarten, middle school and now in high school I got beat up and teased. I have Insomnia, I've had it since I started living here. I can only sleep whenever I'm listening to music and repeat the words of the songs until I eventually fall asleep but I don't get more than 2 hours of sleep and that only works once a night. As for pushing my body to the limit.... I want to be a scout and I have enough build up anger and other negative feelings to work out so sometimes I don't even noticing when I do it.
As for the cuts on my body... most of them I didn't make myself. I'm here because I broke out of the sector multiple times to go see the other sectors because I wanted to see where I would fit in and I only got caught for sneaking back in because our security is very stupid. So there you have it."
